Fraser

30/8/11

2011-08-29T19:59:00.000-07:00

O's coming in less than 2 months.
Numbing , drowning and suffocating myself with books/studies/dramas..
just to avoid one thing : thinking of him.

Hope the promise last till after O's.
Heart really aches a lot, misses him a lot, my heart is sanking and wrenching..
I really dunnoe what he is thinking, i dun feel a sense of security.... :(

17/8/11

2011-08-17T00:43:00.000-07:00

Due to facebook's publicity, too worldwide.

I'm unable to write out how im feeling in there anymore.

It'll arouse more misunderstandings, suspicions and more questions.
Today, english OLEVEL oral exam made my day.
The examiners were nice and friendly and awesome!
But being the-unfriendly-and-mind-flying-off-to-somewhere me, ruined everythingggggggggg.

It sucks, really.

Me paused and stared down at the picture, flustered and thinking real real real hard just to squeeze some ideas out and fill the whole awkward atmosphere but it just didn't work out.
Thanks to the handsome and kind examiner , asked me question after a few minutes of long silent pause. At that moment, how I wish someone would just come and kidnapped me away and save me from the terrifying experience.
Straight after oral, crying out loud is the first thing that came to my mind. My oral examination was CRAP. I really do need the 20% in order to help my overall English olevel marks, and I ruined it, literally.

Carrying a feels-like-10-tonnes head, a sighing heart and deep,heavy and draggy footsteps home.
I'm feeling like thrash now. But all I can do was to smile and pretend nothing wrong happened..

22/7/11

2011-07-21T09:11:00.000-07:00

始终选择你:)

我爱你:)

5/7/11

2011-07-05T00:51:00.000-07:00

I really can't stand the feeling I'm having since the day you told me the truth.

I'm afraid, really afraid.

I wna tell myself that it's totally impossible that you'll betray me..

but i don't trust myself in my own capablity to keep you and your heart with me..

I don't have the confidence to maintain this r/s forever..

I doubt my own feelings and capability..

The phobia, is scarred within me, deep inside of me..

everyday, I'm bringing it with me anywhere i go..

i'm really afraid, i wna deeper trust..

23/6/11

2011-06-23T04:36:00.000-07:00

爱，不只是用嘴巴说的。
是要用举动来表明。
累，不是一个理由。
累，大家都累。
可是路也得走下去。
我想坚强的，快乐的，努力的。。希望你也可以。。
这，不是我一个人可以做的。
我可以忘记，我可以忍耐，

可是伤害已经刻在我的心了。。

30/5/11

2011-05-30T05:48:00.000-07:00

华文‘O'水准考试即将结束了！！！
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ,
so many things to do !!!!!!!! D:

27/2/11

2011-02-27T00:42:00.000-08:00

I just freaking don't get it.

What's wrong with being honest towards me about things that concerns about me?
If you wna keep things from me, please, at least be smart?

Don't let me find out in the end lahs.

I'm so freaking pissed off.

17/2/11

2011-02-17T06:31:00.000-08:00

Haha, my fav no day is RUINED.
awesome way to start my day.
things have been going so wrong lately.
many things happened, and it just all too sudden.
i know that problems are arising, and finally today it all came out.
4 talked to me, and i had to solve things fast.
it was just after limbering,dhenn we had a long talk.
it was a heart wrenching one.
my heart totally sank when i saw you afar , lying face-down on the table, breaking down.
it took my quite a lot of courage to talk to you, just felt that you'll understand.
too many things, too many things~~
blahblah.
& for you, tell me everything.
dun care what problems i having.
you're my closed one , we should share it out tgt and face it as one.
i know you dun want me to trouble over it,but in the end i also know it. LOL.
yeapppppppppp , change barhs.
hahahahahas.

15/2/11

2011-02-15T03:09:00.000-08:00

HEY PEOPLE!

Here to blog about my valentine's day & today! :D
& mayb my weekends :D
Hahhahahhaas!

Well, start of with... 12/2/11 (Saturday!)
heehee, went to NV got talent.
had breakfast with dajie, gary, zion & yiloong at rp kfc.
well, there was this guy who looked and me and kept grinning? O.O
he was like head facing down, taking orders and just sometimes stare at me and smile.
LOL, it's heartwarming, but i dunnoe him? D:
dhenn he was suddenly so hyper by saying " Good morning! May I take your order ? "
each time he took each customer.
oh well, it wasn't the first time, saw him b4 & he did that too :)
Hahahahhahahas, dhenn rushed through brkfast. headed to school.
honestly, went there was to support Sherman Toh! :D LOL.
hahahahhahas, although i dunnoe him well, he sang real good :)
heehee , his JJ lin english cover of (i dunnoe what song, it's on YouTube though) , it's AWESOME!!!
heehee! dhenn after him winning 1st, Zann(?) won 2nd, & the D'illusionz won 3rd! :D
yay!!! their entertaining dance was awesome too :D
hahahahahhahahas!
dhenn headed to dajie's house 拜年:)
mahjong-ed and watch paranormal activity 2 LOL.
can't hear a single thing D: only watched the CCTV scenes oh~
hahahhahahahhaahs.
dhenn went home at around 3.30pm+
went to changed & headed to mum's 舅舅house.
hahahhahahahahhas, played with Jaey! (L)
dhenn 21-ed LOL.
lost quite a lot lorhs! but won a lil :)
dhenn went home arnd 7pm+ coz smth cropped up & not in the mood D':
dhenn headed to yl's kor house at arnd 9pm+ :)
dhenn mahjong-ed till morning lorhs!
hHAHAHAHAHHAS, last 北风 keep winning and we stucked there lorhs! YAY!
heehee, dhenn slept till sun morning, left at 10am+ coz got tuition :)

dhenn, 13/2/11 (Sunday!)
hahhahahahahhhaas, tuition-ed.
chatted with tutor about how 'awesome' my CNY were :x
he said " woah, this year your CNY a lot of events horhs "
YA, indeed.
what happened was, all my cousins grown, and many attitude-s & ahbengs(?)
=="
just a simple ignore or wrong walking or stare dhenn makes my cousins all dulan w/ each other.
how sensitive was that? =="
dhenn it just sucks lorhs LOL.
well anws, slept after tuition till 5pm+ (!?)
late for xav kor's house to 拜年.
met ruimin at xav kor's house downstairs dhenn lift-ed up :)
mahjong-ed & pizza-ed too (yay!)
HAHAHHAHAHAS, we stuck very long at 西风coz i won a lot too!
i almost got 十三一 !!
i got this :
hahahhahahas, i was like " hope dun get, hope dun get...i dun wna be so suay! "
but in the end got ! & ruimin was like more 激动dhenn me coz i dunnoe what im waiting .
dhenn she was like " 你停拍了！在等北风！" dhennn i was like orh orh, okayzxcvs.
but in the end, gary won ! LOL.
heng he never won with bei, if not i will win it derhs coz it's the biggest win ever ;)
hahaahahhahas, dhenn went home after the last round :)

dhenn .... 14/2/11 (Monday! Valentine's day!)
hahahahahahhahs!!
went to school~~
dhenn erms, nothing much.
pe-ed, but dhenn fire drill halfway =="
LOL. needa squat but grass was wet so didn't want to sit down.
dhenn after fire drill.
omg, i was damn surprised + touched & whatever heart warming feeling you could ever imagine.
a big bag of 2 boxes & 1 wrapped up present + a card dedicated to me.
thanks zion, ruimin, shujie, yiloong, shihao , ryan & huifang jie! :D
hahahahhahahas. i was indeed speechless .
no words could describe how i was feeling.
i was like feeling like im treated very specially :) :)
hahahahahahhahaha. & thanks hazel & dajie for the early gifts in the early morning too! :D
hahahahhahaahhas!
dhenn training-ed , choing-ed home!!
with the heavy big bag , heehee.
thanks zion for sending me home + helping me take :)
dhenn choinged to bath & everything.
went to amk & vivo :)
dinner-ed and slack-ed :D
hahahahahhas, thanks! :)
i love the gifts, guys! :D
love you all! :D
hahahahahahahahhhas!!
my valetine was awesome! (Y)

LAST! 15/2/11 (Tuesday!)
woooo~
hmmm~ studied.
haiz~~~ the last periods of amaths were quite stressed & emo, whatever you called it.
coz of geo mock exam! D:
dhenn bo bian, took it.
just spammed words.
today was a wordy day!
wrote social studies essay, geography essay & summary.
detention-ed too ..... till 4.15pm.
dhenn choing to training..
finished at around 6pm.
dhenn headed home.
well,
It hurt my pride a lot!?
It's my first performance , and it suck to the core.
got insulted coz of our lousy performance that the control room caused us to.
dhenn it was CNY eve, i had quarrels..
and we performed to get punished for it...? ._."
how awesome is it?
K-stylerz had a lot of setbacks.
seriously, and I just hope we stand strong as one. really hope so.
i missed dancing pracs with them. and i misses dancing.
well, really had no mood after school today.
haiz~
dhenn after training had fun!
kicked/splashed water at janine, marsh & kaixuan.
HAHAHAHHAHAS. snatched toblerone too LOL.
heehee! ^^ had fun :D

11/2/11

2011-02-11T09:03:00.000-08:00

WOO.

hahahahhahahahs, homed late today :x
nothing much, damn shag today.
so tired ._.
argh, static quiz gna flunk, chinese mock exam (X.X)
anws, went back home dhenn training-ed.
hahahahhahas, mr kevin's leaving D:
sadded (NOT.)
lols!
anws, had fun w/ mitch & maiine urhs :D
mahjong-ed, 21-ed, poker-ed, daidi-ed
hahhahahahhahahhas!!!
chatted about last time(s) :)
really missed it a lot :D
heehee!!
love them!

10/2/11

2011-02-10T05:14:00.001-08:00

I just can't help feeling myself, lacking of confidence, faith & trust.
It's really a sad thing, but the thing i hate about when these kind of things happened,
they changed my closed ones into completely another person.
X, R & R.
You guys are my precious ones, and these stuffs caused you to change.
That's whyyes i hate it , i seriously hate it.
there's no such thing as clinging on, going further and longer as it progress.
no way.
I'm really very worried, scared & hurt.
Please, hanged on and dun give up.
There's still chance.
Just felt my heart sank when I heard it. It seems so impossible but it still did happen..
What should I do, it just sucks, seriously.
There's no way I can open myself up again, truly this time..
Hard to do so.
R, dun be like this. I hate to see you like this,
I hope to you see your cheerful side.. all the happy times we had tgt ..
Please, be strong.

I know i cant place other situations into my own situations, but it's the same.
We're all the same, and the outcome's gonna be the same.
Scared, worried, afraid, loss of confidence, numb.

9/2/11

2011-02-09T04:26:00.000-08:00

OMG!! it's a brand new year of the RABBIT!
& to start off,

MY START OF YEAR SUCKS.

Seriously, bad things happened since the start of 除夕.
Well , went to mum's place at 2pm+ ^^
had quite a misunderstanding when having my reunion lunch. :x
steamboat-ed with mum, uncle & bro :)
dhenn headed back home to have another reunion dinner w/ dad's family.
all my 大伯，大伯母，大姑，大姑丈，二姑，二姑丈，四姑，阿妈，表哥，表姐 were there! ^^
hahahhahhas, this year's reunion dinner was special as all of us felt that my ahma's getting old,
so we hold one big family dinner tgt :)
It was so many people that we had to split into two tables for laoyusheng :D
hahahhahash! the food were delicious too! omg, my 大伯 cooked it !!!
awesome! (L)
hahahhahahas, & dhenn headed home around 9-10+ ^^
& had fun too! :P heehee ^^V
thanks~
well, dhenn now head to the next day ! :D

初一!!
Well , went to mum's place at 2pm+
mostly time spent with jaey! & she was so adorable, like seriously!!
whatever she took , she will mostly throw it away.
but dhenn she took my phone & didn't dumped it ! :D
hhaahhahas, she even tried talking in her baby lang on the phone, it was so cuteeeeeeeee XD
hahahhaahash!!!! everyone was so busy gambling that i was left with jaey but im willing to! :D
OHHH! mum helped me put on makeup & one of my 表哥's wife (heehee, going to marry! :D)
helped me wave-ed my hair, she's a stylist, that's whyyes :D
it was what i wanted, but it wouldn't stay D:
HAHAHAHAHAS, dhenn i was addicted to watch finding nemo.
it was supposed to let jaey watch it, but it turned out i was indulge into it, LOL.
heehee, dhenn around 6+, had to go back ^^
it's a pity i didn't gamble D: quite sian about it though :x
LOL, dhenn erms~ went back more sian omg!!
didn't even gamble lorhhhs, actually wanted to, but biaoge they all no mood & dunnoe how play D:
sadded manzxcvs, dhenn ended up watching MBLAQ with wenxin & tiffany biaojie :D
hahahahhahahas, dhenn 11pm+ headed to bedok kbox ! LOL
the room was huge!! with a disco ball somemore HAHAHHAHAS.
and tiffany biaojie sang the best manzxcvs!
it was so tiring omg ><'
dhenn next day liao !!!

初二 , hmmmm~
went to my 二姨婆二姨婆and三姨婆 house ^^ LOL.
i was like, reached there and just eat eat the snacks, hohoho!
but quite sian manzxcvs D:
whole time spent was on itouch. HAHAHHAHAS.
& dhenn headed to 二姨婆 there, had dinner ^^
dhenn chatted with biaoge they all about sims 3 LOL!
hahahahhahhas, & yeahhh! went to ruimin's house for mahjong !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (L)
AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAS, but also quite siana bit lei, too tired lerhs, omg. ><'
dhenn headed home :D

初三,
heehee! went to friend's house lerhs lahhhs! LOL.
morning didn't go eat with 4e2 D:
sadded, but nehmind! ^^V
hahahahhahas, dhenn 3+ go to my 干姑姑 house :)
hahahhaahahhas, ate maggie mee, LOL!
& that day i was wearing lie a beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, omg ><'
LOL!
all yellow & black ><'
bumble bee like , bumble bee-ly >< !!~!@#$%^&*()
LOL, it's okayzxcvs~ BLEAH.
dhenn 5.30pm+ headed to coach's house!
LOL. omg, being forced to eat 2 slices of pizza, but im so fulll!!! hhahhahaahhas :x
dhenn watched KPOP! OMG!
hahahhahash, RYEOWOOK WAS SHUAI! ^^V HAHAHAHHAHAHAS.
dhenn 7.30pm+ went over to ruimin's house :D hahahhahaahs!
ton-ed too!
played a lot of games :D
mahjong-ed, 29-ed, asshole-ed LOL.
XD
dhenn all 5am+ shag alrd :P
dhenn all slp lerhs :D
hahahhaahhas, 10am + went home XD
ton-ed that day. LOL!

初四,
went to meet shervon, aihua & weymun at hougang LJS :)
hahahahahahahs, all chiobus sehhhs :D
hahaahhahas, dhenn go to weymun's house, mahjong-ed :D
dhenn shervon's house, 21-ed :D
dhenn aihua's house, EAT! LOL.
aiya, all got eat lurhhhs, heehee!
the fried fishball was delicious, the cornflakes were yummy & the chocolates, seaweeeedddd and fish sticks were awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! cny snacks & food were the best HEEHEE XDXD
dhenn 5+ , went over to my another 干姑姑 house :D
dinner-ed, & that's when i was shag manzxcxs! ahahahahahsh!
sooo tiredd after ton-ing :x
dhenn went home early to rest ^^
ahahahahhhahahas!!

Monday!
hmmm~ didn't go to school. LOL.
watched 环珠格格all over again :P
LOL!
dhenn rested one day urhhhhs :)
hahaahhahahs!

Tuesday!
Hmmmmm, sian periods LOL.
forgot alrd x)
OHHH! it was my aiyee's bdae :D
& invited zion, kennedy, ruimin, meiqiu, yiloong & gary to come over and cbrate together!
i cooked !! HAHAHAHAHAAHAS.
played 29 & 21, LOL.
awesome game, stupid SNAIL won a lot sia, $17+ ?!
LOL.
sua manzxcvs, this yr so suay D:
but thanks guys, i had fun manzxcvcs :D:D:DDDD
heehee!!!
my aiyee was touched & happy too :D
& the lao yusheng was fun!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAS.
omg, i love you guys :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
hahahhahahas, hmmm..
what did we do...
physics, learned voltage & current electricity~~
dhenn pe'o .
OMG, mr goh was damn humourous but it was too gruesome for me D':
almost wna ask to leave the room!!!
soooo ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, & scaryyyy!!! D:
dhenn had e&amaths.
omg, wna slp D:
LOL.
dhenn training. LOL.
dajie & marsh say i so hyper !?!? NO!!
marsh said i training can run, compeition cannot run. LOL!
:x heehee, but thanks for encouraging me :D
LOL.!
dhenn nothing much urhhhs :D
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHS !
tmr ope, OMG D:
cya people :P heehee, finally updated my blog!

PICTURES ON FACEBOOK! :D

30/12/10

2010-12-29T20:27:00.000-08:00

HAD A SUDDEN URGE OF BLOGGING (!!!)

HAHAHAHHAHAS.
well, many things happened.
it had wrecked me up totally. really dunnoe what to do.
hahahahahas, but i was really touched :D
XD
school's reopening soon.
O's, choing!

17/12/10

2010-12-16T21:20:00.000-08:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

LOL, my blog's dead manzxcvs. nehmind.
just recently went to beijing :D
hahahhahas and new news came up, hahhahas!
seriously, i didn't expect it to happen & i dunnoe what to do yeahs!
anws, photos & vids are up on fb.
more active on fb dhenn on blogs lerhs :x
LOL!
but hope that school reopens will be a better year!
i looking forward to CNY! :D

Worst.

2010-11-12T08:32:00.000-08:00

I really failed in my life.
I'm just so envy or jealous towards her.
She got the man of every girl's dream.
She got a complete and happy family,
and she got older siblings to guide her along and have fun.
Her studies were not bad.
and have friends that actually care about her so much .
Me?
I lost the man of my dream,
an incomplete family with loads of unknown history,
younger bro that turns out like shit,
studies weren't that good either,
and have friends that care, but can it even be compared to hers?
i dunnoe.
just feeling that , all i need is to find someone out there to really cares about me.

10/11/10

2010-11-10T08:50:00.000-08:00

TODAY IS A DAMN DARN GOOD MEMORABLE DAY! ^^v
must take it down, if not i'll regret for the rest of my lifes! HAHA.
Well, today's the full dress rehearsal..
hmm, not quite successful though, but it's the day when roy kor came back! :D
hahahahahs, he came back, we're quite hyped up and cheerful.
HOHOHOHO!
his darn good (Y)
hahahahha, fun times were during dinner, and before that, mahjonged.
hahahahhas!
thanks for the guidance, and talk manzxcvs !
about O's and families, and past times and dancing things!
omg, i learned a lot and it's so funny!!
and i want the pics!! HAHAHAHAS.
love today ttm manzxcvs!
& they're tonning at my house today !
they're out to buy food, ltr coming back :D
HEHEEEE.
love today!! ahhhh!!

9/9/10

2010-09-08T19:31:00.000-07:00

Though I'll say I like no one.
I still gotta say that my heart longs for you.
I know you're such a freaking bastard hongster who left me for her.
It's just so fucking wrong.
But, it's my retribution. I'll accept it (:
I believe Heaven's punishing me for what my mother had done, for what I had done, for what my Ahgong had done.
It's totally unfair, but for you, I'll endure :)
Though this path hurts me a lot,
I'll still endure till that day I wish for it to come.
I believe, trust and hope that you'll wake up someday.
I really really want to be with you (:
But for now, I'll try to move on w/o you in my life.
Telling everyone that I've let go , is the starting of my goal.
But deep down in my heart,
I'm the one that really knows what I am longing for . :)

I miss you tripping me over but still caught me in your arms and stare at me just like a lovely fairytale.
I miss you playing with me 'attacks&defences' till our arms got red.
I miss you having your arm around my waist.
I miss you cuddling and protecting me up close during crowded bus&mrt rides.
I miss you holding my hand.
I miss you getting upset over what your family members said about me.
I miss you being so happy when I join you for dinner with your family.
I miss you carrying my bag for me .
I miss you being so tenderly caring and doting towards me.
I miss you being so devoted and attentive towards me.
I miss your sister's makeup.
I miss being with your family outing.
I miss your teddy bear in your room.
I miss singing and dancing kpop songs through your stereo in your room with your sisters.
I miss joining soka lessons with you.
I miss you saying how much you love what I gave you.
I miss the scent of your hair.
I miss hugging you tightly.
I miss the candlelit dinner you've prepared for me.
I miss you everytime you went out, you'll wear the necklace.
I miss you saying ' good night i love you baobei muacks ' every single night.

I miss you saying ' I love you ' to me.
I miss the times being with you.

1/9/10

2010-09-01T05:52:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!

today's an awesome day!
must take down :)
hhahaha!
woke up at the vibration of hp from maiine :)
dhenn got ready by 11.20am.
head to ehub :)
hhehehe!
started kbox-ing at ehub!
ordered lunch etc.
dhenn sang!
hhhahaha, around 2+
dhenn was the fun-nest part.
had loads of fun , singing and dancing to the korean kpop songs!
OMG~~
hahahahs, sang till so happy that kana chased out coz our time's up liao LOL. XD
hahaha, dhenn slack at mac.
pierre , ryan came.
dhenn ate some fries, chatted a while.
went to the bowling there.
met mitchel & clement.
hahahaha.
dhenn they bowled!
for 2 games.
hahaha!
& i was just watching there :)
& wth!
stupid me to pronounce the wrong words .
i wna say single but i ended with fingle ==
i wna say withdraw money in chinese, i ended up with chou qian ==
but is ling qian.
and don't know whyyes they kept wanting to break my code on my itouch!
and they really did once :(
but i changed liao!!!
wahh, damn scary okay.
and MITCHEL KHOO, thanks so much for not dropping my itouch! ._.
hahahahha!
and your $2 , AHAHAHHA.
hahahas, anws, had so much fun urhs :)
haiz, but on the way home.
the feeling sucks a lot (x100000000000^1000000000) .
:)
cya them again next mon!
yay :)

2010-08-28T03:37:00.000-07:00

We cannot be together,

but we'll never be apart.

For no matter what life brings us,

you're always in my heart! :)

26/8/10

2010-08-26T07:23:00.001-07:00

I neglected my friends 'cause of you.
I quarrelled w/ my family 'cause of you.
I hurt myself 'cause of you.
& what I got back is that you totally given up on me.

22/8/10

2010-08-22T07:40:00.000-07:00

I'll just summarise everything.
Just damn shag , suay & sian.

1) Stucked at duty (i dun mind, i like it) , but didn't manage to get any signature & photos w/ athletes. (My Niwa Koki & Hung C.H)

2) Tio suan by them , with fake signatures & showing me photos of them taken w/ Niwa Koki.

3) Hafiz was like playing tissue , with ' good friends ' , putting on my body!

4) Tio bullied at vari nice bus stop.

5) My dad bought the wrong earpiece.

6) Thought of some pasts that I've regretted & wish to reclaim.

13/8/10

2010-08-13T09:10:00.000-07:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Haiz, today damn shag manzxcvs! :(
physics first~~
wahh, can't even understand what cher is saying..
latent heat of vapourisation, latent heat of fusion..
etc sia..
:(
dhenn pe o..
did x-ctry , dhenn had our first lesson netball.
damn sadded!
didn't get to touch the ball often.
but thanks yl trying to pass to me ._.
it's my own fault that i dun dare take the ball.
scare lose , hai the team.. ._.
dhenn dhenn, tried to reach out for the ball, my leg stretch out.
GG.
left ankle went down,
felt cracks 3 times,
landed totally on 90 degrees.
thats it .
sprain-ed.
dhenn when tried to stand back.
can't liao. immediately fall back.
wah, feel like crying.
felt so weak like that..
dhenn thanks all for concerning!!!! :):):)
dhenn had chinese.
wah, can't concentrate much too.
dhenn ,
english,
emaths.
also can't do much also..
dhenn wah, sian.
mr hafeez..
haiz..
hai my whole class, i damn guilty lurhs..
after mr hafeez talked to us,
went back class..
dhenn feel like crying , went toilet..
thanks guys for accompanying and waiting.
hahas, thanks zion , yangjia & kennedy for making me laugh! :):):)
thanks a lot!!!
hahahahas, thanks so much..
felt very very very very touched :)
dhenn went to find cher's in charge of concert :D
yay, 4 new ideas :)
heheheh, pre-concert's the best! XD
hope we can get it :D:D:D:D
XDXD
dhenn dad come fetch me coz of leg sprain,
thanks dad :)
dhenn prepared,
waited for zion.
went to meet at compass & went to hougang plaza for pool! :)
heheeheh, played one match only ._.
dun dare play, LOL.
& i lost my itouch earpiece & adapter :(
haiz!
dhenn very scare scare, so late liao ._.
& 7th month too.
hehehehe, but thanks xavier and zion for sendin me home :D
XDXD
hahahas, had supper too , in my hse :):)
heheheheh, thanks a lot sia!
XDXD

12/8/10

2010-08-12T06:23:00.000-07:00

BOO!!!

Hahahaha, today was quite a rushy day urhs :)
& quite fun :D
YOG's coming, woohoo!
well well well..
start from the beginning.
hmmm, got back physics test.
22/40 :(
but glad = PASS! :)
heheheheh!
dhenn went for pe.
played netball , LOL!
barely touched the ball for 2 times ._.
heheehhe, thanks for passing the ball to me y'all! :)
XD
dhenn dhenn rush to chemistry.
woah, our doom that time._.
mr hafeez was silence for like almost one period.
dhenn he flared ._.
his been observing us.. omg ._.
haiz, ~
scolded till i wna cry also.
hahahhas, and for that moment of time.
mind's been on someone.
wanting to tell him about all these,
felt so sad inside.
but, shook that mindset out of me :)
heheeh!
dhenn had pe prac-theory.
OMG!
im so short.
hahaahs, had some games.
set up some games :)
played all of them!
and the jump thinggyyy!
wlao!
my hands sweaty,
chalk can't be seen.
:(
dhenn they say just jump.
wth!
jumped,
my hand print was SWEAT! ._.
tsktsk.
dhenn dhenn,
nothing much.
emath-ed.
dhenn errrrr..
SEX TALK ._.
GRRRRR!
hate it @#$%^&*(
anws, had yog briefing too.
got our goodie bag.
WLAO!
someone took my uniform :(
so took the extras :(
ahaahh, but it's nice!!! :):)
dhenn choinged to cca,
thanks zion again for helping me carry the yog bag :):):)
hahahha!
dhenn cca-ed.
dhenn went home :)
thanks dad, went for a shopping spree in fairprice.
TMR GOT A LOT OF THINGS TO EAT! :)
hehehehe,
dhenn my ahma cooked chicken curry for the first time! :)
nice!!! :D:D:D:D:D
hhahahhas, and very sad :(
didn't get selected.
BUT, will go see cher tmr.
hmmm..
dhenn kennedy's my son! :D:D:D:D
HAHAHAHHA!
well, nth much.
IM SO EXCITED ABOUT YOG! (L)

11/8/10

2010-08-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey! :)

hahaha, back to school alrd.
haiz, still holiday mood lei :(
hehehehe, went to kfc met dajie they all .
so sorry didn't go training ._.
HEHEHE.
was charging itouch, com & hp.
too many gadgets ._.
dhenn dhenn,
went kfc.
ate egg tart, woots nice :)
dhenn met w/ ruimin & yl.
hahahas.
dhenn kept watching vids of our dance members dancing + zion's mirotic dance XD
hehehhehe!
everyone had a good fun, good laugh & enjoyed it!! :)
hehehehe.
dhenn had eng test :(
LOL, the topic.
everyone know who to write liao XD
hahahhah!
dhenn dhenn ss, watched a show.
WAHHH, guys go army so cham.
& i like the KENNY GAY! XDXD
so funny larhs HE! XD
dhenn dhenn,
chinese.
wah, my results sucks ._.
39.5/50.
i go eat shit lurhs :(
LOL.
dhenn dhenn emaths, 19/20 :)
hehehehe.
quite happy.
dhenn had dance :)
hahah!
after sch, straight choing around school.
bought gao zhi, green pen, hand in proposal corrections & xchange keys.
so rush :)
but i like (L)
heheheh!
dhenn danced till 5pm+
sat lrt w/ xav & zion.
HAHHHA, thanks zion for pei-ing for another lrt ride !! XDXD
hahahah!
kk, nothing much.
now struggling w/ hw :(

10/8/10

2010-08-10T06:37:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY! :D:D:D:D

Sian sia!
walked under the heavy rain just for the yog :(
dhenn when the yog came,
ZION'S THE BEARER!!
so cool larhs he!! hahahahs! XD
dhenn dhenn,
hazel & co + me
kept hi-ing to every vehicle that passed by us .
HAHAHAHAHA!
they waved back tooo!!! :):)
so polite, HEHEHEHE.
dhenn dhenn, watched phobia :(
SCARY LARHS :(
dhenn dhenn, went to packet 4 meals + mine = 5 meals ,
KFC to dance members :)
heheheheh, very fun & happy XD
ahahhahash!

dhenn dance prac was SO FUN!
:):):)
love you guys, HAHAHAHA.
& zion's mirotic dance is so COOL LARHS!
:)
hahahhash!
got a vid of him *evil laughs*
XD
dhenn dhenn,
soemthing happened that really scared me.
:(
but thanks all for comforting.
:):):)
hahahahah!
dhenn dhenn went to cp around 6+
sorry gary, qingsheng, shujie & dajie for waiting! :(
& thanks ruimin for pei-ing me go buy screen protector & cover :)
hahahhas,
wah the lady there did the screen thingy so carefully :)
heheheh, great service !XD
dhenn headed to hougang plaza for pool.
FUN LARHS!
hehehehhe, although im a noob :(
DHENN THANKS QINGSHENG , GARY AND SHUJIE FOR TEACHING AHAHHAH!
hahahhahas, anws.
went home around 8+ - 9pm.
hahahahhahas, dhenn now blogging :)
XDXDXDXD
hahahahahah!

MY AHMA'S BIRTHDAY THAT TIME! :)

HEHEHEHE!

that time was national day! :)
advance bdae cbration :)

had a great dinner & BIAOGE!

you ROCKS&SUCKS! :)

YOG REHEARSAL! :)

the food so !!!

& the performance rocks! :)

9/8/10

2010-08-08T19:48:00.000-07:00

THANKS MUMMY FOR THE ITOUCH!
hehehehe,
although i want a very chio cover!!! :P:P:P
heheheheh!
been itouching since i've had my hands on it, even now.
hahahah,
downloaded loads of games & apps.
XDXDXD
heheheheh!
XDXD
very excited.
my bdae haven come dhenn got such a GREAT & GOOD gift :)
hahahhas,
but my best gift ain't this.
it's a someone .
HAHHAHAHAH!
dun wna tell ~
XD
cya ~

2010-08-08T03:04:00.000-07:00

I went to see you twice,
and felt your lips twice.
Till one day,
you smsed me 4 times,
and called me baobei 4 times.
I screamed , running in tears of joy .
showing my best buddy your lovely messages.
it's the greatest moment of my life.
you've forgave me & wants me back.

Just that,
it's just a dream that would never come true.

Heyhey!
Now at gong gong house :)
Hahas,
woah, jaey's grown bigger :)
hahas.
there's been so many things that i wna say out.
but , there's been no meaning to tell it out.
:)
nothing much, hahas.

My heart still pains for you,
my heart still longs for you.
I'm willing to change,
but all i need is a chance.
I've promised you&myself, that this is my forever last.
I'm still hoping to salvage it.
i dun wish to be the only one here missing you.
Do i still holds a place in your heart..?

7/8/10

2010-08-07T09:21:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY :)

The YOG rehearsal was a rockout !! ^^v
it rocks my socks off.
hahahahaha.
except the waiting part & flag parade,
the rest was cool . :)
ended quite late,
after that sent zion home,
straight bought mcspicy.
HEHEHEHE.
took so many photos but can't post :(
lol !
hahahaha, anws.
i didn't get to see what i wanted to see :(
but, great job done!
im still hoping.

3/8/10

2010-08-03T11:43:00.001-07:00

HEYHEY!

now 2.43am.
still in rm's house , directing/planning/thinking for the dance item!
hahahhas!
been cracking our brains & had so many suggestions :)
really like having a meeting ehs, hehehehhe!
so fun also~~ XDXD
hahahahs,
anws. hope to clear everything.
hope on thurs go meet cher, she'll say , NEXT WEEK!! ._.
now all we need is time.
hahahahs.

2/8/10

2010-08-02T07:33:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!

woah, sucha long day today! :)
hhaahah!
well , school-ed.
woah, kinda rush.
test manzxcvs!
gna flunk ._.
my geo's explaination's too fade.
physics, dun even understand it ._.
mind's been going around for the dance thingy XD
aahahha!
dhenn finally, 2 tests over!!
and taught some dance moves for them :)
yay!
thanks to Dajie , Ruimin , Marsyah, Hafiz, Gwen , XinTong, Kennedy & Kimberly! :)
you guys rockzxcvs! (L)
haahahha!
had so much fun :)
loads of things to do.
nidda put song into disc .
submit application form.
get the article from marsyah.
do dance steps.
formations.
tests.
hws.
LOL!

1/8/10

2010-08-01T07:48:00.001-07:00

Omgggg,
August here liao.
these few days, or maybe weeks ._.
been slping more than 12am +
or rather, didn't slp at all ..
been stressing out about dance moves, songs & formation.
group members, etc..
dhenn going to have 6 tests on next week..
wth. ._.
& the best thing of all , i didn't bring my books back home to study..
Im so gonna die.
only been concentrating on the dance 'cause it's my damn god interest.
& audition's next wed.
where am i gonna have the time..
been forcing myself too much,
gonna be defeated soon.
though many things happened,
i'm still holding on for a miracle.
it's tough, but i'll hang on.
wna keep myself busy , it's a good thing.
thanks ruimin for the help too :)
hahahs,
watched the sorcerer's apprentice.
nice manzxcvs, so funny & cool too :)
percy jackson was nice too .
hahahs ,
hope to get into the concert,
and maybe signing up for k-pop dance classes.
i wna strive my goal .
of coz w/ my best friends :)

EDITED!
Heyhey!
hahaahs!
went back home at 10am+ in the morning ._.
stayed over at ruimin's hse coz of dance ! :)
hahahas.
dhenn had tution straight :(
dhenn bathed, prac a lil again.
hahahah!
dhenn head to sentosa.
walked around~
hahahahah!
it was so freaking cold !!!! #$%^&*()
bought 2 flavours of popcorn :P
cheese & caramel.
bought a packet of chocolates thanks to daddy! (L)
hahahha!

hahahahs,
dhenn had a performance by a lady.
woah, powderful waist strength :)
nice too~~
song is the national day song sia, lol!

hahahah!
notice a queen&king is the most outstanding people among all !!!
saw saw!?!?!?
got 2 extra huge human.
hahahah!
they damn tall larhs! XD
hehehehe, dhenn walked till 6+
sat in car, drove around sentosa.
coz gugu want to see :)
took merlion XD

hahahha!

random pics when waiting for si gu :)

hahahah!

dhenn had dinner at bukit ho swee.

ate zhu char :)

hahaah!
dhenn they chatted about menopause LOL.

and they spoke things in hokkien,

i just sat there blurblur stare :(

dhenn went home around 9+

hahah!

pictures of ytd :)
hahhahs, went to serangoon stadium.

same grp as dajie & wilfred.

woah, pick balls so fun ._.

lol, DAMN DIRTY LARHS!

but in the end, did measuring w/ mr kumar.

hahaha!

dhenn went to slack.

HHAHAHAAH!

had so much fun placing bets on who will win the walkathon, and races.

damn fun larhs!

heng , never tio any forfeit.

coz anyhow bomb , all win! :)

heheheheh!
dhenn had a great buffet lunch manzxcvs.

hotel food's the best.

omg.

i love the chocolate brownie :)

OVERDUE PICTURES!!

omg~~

hahahah!
my baby jaey :)

she was exact 3 months :)

adorable manzxcvs!
(L)

& ,

that time ton at ruimin's hse :)

was yl & rm's 6th month anniversary, gratx!

this tiger was so cute that i MUST take it! :)

hahahah!
had my first New York dinner XD

speciality was pork ribs.

shared w/ mum.

went shopping w/ her .

hahahah!

TAADAAA!

that's all :)

i'm so worn out :)

hahahah!

31/7/10

2010-07-31T07:27:00.000-07:00

I don't usually say what I meant ,
'cause I thought that you would know.
I don't clarify myself ,
'cause I thought you understand me.
I don't need to prove my feelings ,
'cause you'll always know that I love you. :)

I've never realised what I had before i lost it .
Yeah, I'm guilty.
Give me one chance instead of a death sentence .

I'll always had my eyes on you ,
forever and ever , ever after .

I'll look up to the moon whenever I misses you.
I'll hug my toy and always wish it was you.

I've loved and lost the day I let you go .
Just wished for a chance to have you back.

(Lol, multiple of song lyrics :D )
-it's a lie

23/7/10

2010-07-23T04:11:00.000-07:00

Boo boo!

woahhh, skip the normal sch periods.
stayed in sch till 5.30++
omggg~
had multiple sports today~~
played badminton, bball , soccer & did some drills + gym today!
hahahs!
didn't eat anything for the whole day except sweets + ice cream, LOL!
hahahas.
dunnoe whyyes, dun feel tired at all.
just wish to spent some time rather dhenn being alone.
hahas,
had marsyah, shervon & aihua to accompany.
& lol, janine lim !!
tsktsk.
hhahahs.
anws, staying over w/ my mum.
:)

sleepless nights ; appetite-less.

i've always trusted you. :)

20/7/10

2010-07-20T06:47:00.000-07:00

HEHEE!
actual 3rd month to my baby cousin, JAEY! :)
heheheh!
hohoho!
she's so cutee!! (L)(L)(L)!!!
XDXDXDXD
anws anws, tmr RHD hahahah!
cbrate early, end early :)
hahehheeh!
XDXDXD
nothing much,
& ,
NEHNEHPOK!

14/7/10

2010-07-14T02:47:00.000-07:00

Have you ever by S Club 7.

Sometimes, it's wrong to walk away.
Though you think it's over,
Knowing there's so much more to say.
Suddenly, the moment's gone.
And all your dreams are upside down.
You just wanna change the way world goes round.
Tell me,

Have you ever loved and lost somebody?
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry.
Can't you see ?
That's the way I feel about you and me, Baby.
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
Looking down the road you should be taking.
I should know..
'Cause I loved and lost the day I let you go...

Can't help, but think that this is wrong.
We should be together, back in, the arms where I belong.
Now i finally realised.
It's was forever that I've found.
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes around.
Tell me

Have you ever loved and lost somebody?
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry.
Can't you see?
That's the way I feel about you and me, Baby.
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
Looking down the road you should be taking.
I should know..
'Cause I loved and lost the day I let you go.

I really wanna hear you say that you know how just it feels..
To have it all and slip away..
Can't you see..
Even though the moments gone,
I'm still holding on somehow.
Wishing I could the way the world goes round.
Tell me.

Have you ever loved and lost somebody?
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry.
Can't you see ?
That's the way I feel about you and me, Baby .
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
Looking down the road you should be taking.
I should know..
'Cause i loved and lost the day I let
Yes, I loved and lost the day I let
Yes, I loved and lost the day I let you go..

dedicated to - 17,8.

13/7/10

2010-07-13T05:34:00.000-07:00

wahhh, today felt like a loooooooooooooooong day ._.
haiz~
training, chest felt so painful.
can't breathe well..
scary siah..

11/7/10

2010-07-11T01:05:00.000-07:00

hmmm,

now using baobei's lappy to update! :)

hahahah!

woke up at 5.30am ,

met joreen jie and baobei at 6.33am.

went to hougang to jog.

hahahah! was kinda giving attitude to baobei :x

coz of ytd marhs .

hahahah!

wanted to make him run till very jialat by asking him to do my athletic's training .

but he gave up.

hahahh!

so nehmind, went to mac.

thanks for treating me hotcakes! :)

ahhahah!

dhenn ,

chatted a while.

about baobei and me lorhs.

hmmm, dhenn okay lurhs :)

i wasn't so sad by baobei anymore.

hahahah!

been accustomed to it lerhs ^^

good / bad ?

dunnoe XDXD

hahahahh!

anws,

dun wna tell out my problems to anyone.

no worth hahahah!

(edited!!!)

hhehhehehe!

just had dinner w/ baobei and his family.

hhahhaah, baobei so happy that im also pei-ing him eat w/ family.

he loves it.

hahah!

dhenn nothing much but drove baobei's grandma home,

dhenn thanks uncle for sending me home! :)

heheheh!

im so so so happy. :)

felt more love than before by baobei :)

kept disiao-ing him :P

heheheh, dhenn he kept hong-ing me .

i felt he was so sweet.

had his arms around my waist, esp in front of his family.

made me feel so honoured.

as im the girl that he wna hold in his arms forever .

going back home the way,

letting me lean against him.

his arms around my waist , once again.

he made me feel i was protected, honoured and loved by him!

it was so so so sweet! :)

but, i dun dare to ask for more or even dream for more.

im afraid it's only temporary :x

(L)!

10/7/10

2010-07-09T23:28:00.000-07:00

rotting at home.
:)
if someone don't wish to do something,
just tell me straight.
you don't have to keep quiet.
and lie to me that you're unwell.
when you're just playing com and eating chips.
im feel so cheated.
but, it's alright.
just regular tears and used to it hurt.
i'll still be happy.

3/7/10

2010-07-05T07:25:00.001-07:00

Privated my blog, coz i know.
even when i tell out my problems, rant about how i feel.
no one would give a damn .
even if they gave a damn , it won't last for long.
they'll get tired , and eventually thought i treat it for granted.
forget it , i won't say anything much more to people.
keeping things to myself and mayb just telling to my papa is good.
but , im the type that loves to be honest.
i want to tell out to the person.
esp. the one i treat as my everlasting partner..
just three para.

times and times again,
i said i wna break.
but dunnoe whyyes , some part of me just couldn't accept the fact.
and each time when i wna break,
i'll give in and say another chance.
im afraid im too naive,
im afraid im too stupid.
im still young?
dunnoe what is love?
adults say dun commit too early.
but i wish to be commited and devoted.
i dun wna play around anymore.
but why..?
why won't you change.. ?
why can't u understand me?
u hate the way im angry/sad/disappointed/hurt or any negative thoughts,
dhenn dun let me become that way..?
u know when i'll be upset, when i'll be sad.
but u just do it.
times happened,
no matter how pitiful and pathetic i am,
you just walked out from me and do things that you needed.
no matter how much tears i've cried and pleaded,
you still go.
those things are huge impact.
i no longer rmb this things,
coz i've got used to it . i'm numb to those things.
but now, as im writing it all over again.
my heart hurts.
i've paid so much attention to you, and neglected my friends.
but it still turned out worst.
worser than ever , now.
and my best friend's like fading away from me.
i feel like a complete failure.
i don't really know how handle situations.
time?
time heals?
time tells?
but sometimes time misunderstand people.
why must we wait..?
can you be initiative?
do you really know me ?
do you really understand me ?
ever since i had training ,
i've always hope someone would always come and fetch me.
trainings are tough,
but a warm welcome by someone i love after a tiring day..
really brightens me up.
each time i went for training,
i've kept in mind hoping that you would turn out..
and just ytd i hinted you..
you didn't appear still..
you're fillal , respectful and heeds adults' advices.
but before that, did you think for me?
did you think for yourself..?
it's just a pic.. no meaning at all to you?
im very hurt and sad when you took the pic down just coz your cher.. and what's more is you're the one who added him..
inviting trouble i guess..?
i know it don't represent how much you love me or if you take away means feelings fade..
but can u understand it's so sweet and i'll be so happy that you put our pic up in ur msn pic?
everywhere..?
even if not on public, fine.
ur personal stuffs..?
laptop wallpaper,
hpp wallpaper..
all these..
it's so sweet and loving you know.
just like how parents put their children as wallpaper in their hp and com.
u know that?
that kind of love..
i want it.
till now,
i've always suspected " I love you " that came out from your mouth is a lie.

i know you've cared for me ,
be there for me.
everytime i got smth happened, you're the first i think of.
maybe coz of recent things that happened,
coz you think that i dun appreciates your help.
now i tell you , i do , i do , i really do.
whatever you've done for me,
i know. i'll always rmb it inside my heart.
maybe coz of recent things that happened,
maybe you think i'm treating it for granted.
i hereby here announced, im not.
it's just that w/ yx things is alrd too much for me.
f/s & r/s ,
when one got prob, i'll pay much attention to it and may neglected the other.
i didn't mean to.
and mon's thing had caused a deep impact and you can't stand it le.
so you shoot it all out.
i admit i didn't went to the GO there and thoroughly search for you.
i thought that you would find that it's too late, you'll go up first and you'll tell me.
i really dun mind if u went up first, coz i know it's too late.
but as soon as i know u're not up yet,
i immediately went down to search for you.
i thought i could meet you on the way and go in class tgt.
but i never thought that you're alrd in the toilet and back into class alone.
if i didn't care, or did it on purpose.
i would have just sit in the class , smsing u to come up only.
and i didn't thought that coach would be scolding us , till it's so long.
and didn't thought that this thing would caused such a huge impact of trust.
it's okay, im just very sorry that i didn't go and search thoroughly for you.
and for the conductor thing, ( sorry if i bring it up again ) , i apologised i didn't reply.
i didn't know that you're the only girl . and only 4 ppl in ur section.
so it's sad for u to get scolded.
i thought it's the whole band , but i didn't not reply on purpose.
i was busy that time.
not only never reply to you , but to some others too.
i've explained what i want.
i wunt mind if you wunt do much for me as before.
but know that , whenever you need someone,
i'll be there for you.
i fu chu for my beloved friends , or even classmates ,
i wunt ask for anything back,
just hope they dun treat it for granted can le.
this is my thinking,
even for you and meiqiu ,
i'll help out whatever i can , and i wunt it at all.
'cause you both are my most cherished and beloved friends.
no one could replace you both .

it's been 10 months and 17 days ,
when will i get your real and true thinking?
you're really one guy that i looked up to very very much.
i feel so honoured to be your once loved.
i dunnoe whyyes.
but after you've decided to leave me,
you changed your attitude towards me .
that i felt very very very hurt.
hurt till i dun even know who you are anymore.
i want the once always crack jokes ,
make me laugh, comfort me and pei me chat everyday in msn!
and i want to be the one you'll always invite to go see your bball match..
even if we can't be tgt,
can we be the best of friends?
i daren't not take the first step .
coz starting of sec 3 ,
you warned me not to pester you anymore.
i dunnoe what to do.
can you tell me ?
im not a god,
im not a genius.
i dunnoe how to read people.
rumours , and people telling me about what you said about me & u.
i really hope it's true, and hear it from you directly..
will that ever happened..?
you're one guy i treasured most.
the one guy i looked up to..

2/7/10

2010-07-05T07:24:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm..

i've paid too much attention and neglected the other.
i've said too much on one , and did nth on two.
and it both ends up a failure.
i've done so much, whyyes it won't change?
i don't know whyyes..
till today, i've found out that i've help too much but it's still the prob lies on himself.
lazy..
and ends up so many unhappiness caused, hurt caused that leaves a huge impact.
why?
you hate it when im unhappy.
but you just felt so lazy to move your butt.
and you feel guilty but you still do it dhenn accept the consequences when im unhappy towards you.
you're so damn weird.
damn freaking weird.
change please.
i dunnoe what's wrong with you.
you're determined in studying,
you're committed to your family.
what about me?
i dun mean anything to you.
i seriously dun mean anything to you.
i've wasted my efforts , tears and time.
i really don't know what you're thinking..

3/7/10

2010-07-03T08:56:00.000-07:00

heyhey!

morning was like so sian!
watched hzgg tilll ep 40 now!
XD
hahhah!
dhenn mum ask me go out, so go barhs!
hahahah!
dhenn went to cut hair first,
omg!
my 3-inch of hair gone :(
dhenn dhenn went home to bathed,
rested a while dhenn headed to jurong point.
wahhh , walked around.
hahaha!
dhenn mum bought a top at a shop.
i've bought another top at thisfashion . (fav shop!)
hahahH!
dhenn dine at new york.
XD
hahahahah!
very fulll siahh!
and b4 heading to gong gong hse,
had a chat w/ mum.
coz heart's been not feeling so happy. very down.
so chatted with mum about it.
didn't feel all better letting it off my chest coz it's not been fully let off.
still holding back some tears though.
hmm..
guess it hurts me badly.
while,
in the end . i've gave in still.
im still the weakest and dun have the courage to let go.
im just afraid to have this feeling again.
it made me can't breathe.
it pains my heart.
my heart felt like it's gonna stop beating.
and i feel very abnormal that i thought i was gonna to die.
hate it.
i really hope that everything won't repeats again.

30/6/10

2010-06-30T00:58:00.000-07:00

9th month..
whyyes my monthsary always suck a lot..?
i hate it, i totally hate it.
is he even meant for me?
i dun think so.
me and him , i dun think we're fated.
no.
not fated.
we cna't even be friends, i think.
or, i dunnoe..
but, all i know is i dun wish to lose him.
but , in this way..
how are we gonna last long..?
i know quarrels are hard to avoid..
but please..
try to solve it?
i swear i've cried a million tears for you.

23/6/10

2010-06-23T07:18:00.000-07:00

BOOBOO!

ahhh~
wake up at 9~~
baobei came overrrr .
dhenn headed to lrt, meet aihua.
sorry was late!
hahah!
dhenn had badminton till 1pm+
omgg, thanks garrryyy for helping me :D:D:D
it was tough siah!
._.
and playedddd onnn~
till sprained my back, damn suay (assessment tmr , somemore :( )
haiz, sua.
dhenn still insisted on playing.
but damn sucks sia, whatever game i played doubles,
lost ._.
haiz , pulled my confidence down more..
somemore didn't train for 2 weeks scoz wrist pain..
zzz...
sian ar!
nehmindd
sua!
nth much ar today ._.
haiz
tmr stressed.
badminton badminton..
haiz , kept injuring myself.
damn weak larhs me!
ohyeah!
chatted with baobei for a looonnnggg looonnggg time!
XDXDD
about family stuffs, and our future ;P
hehehheh!
i love that kind of talk!
i hope to have more coming! (L)
^^v Y!

21/6/10

2010-06-21T07:36:00.000-07:00

boo~

hahhaha!
today morning woke up,
headed to lrt met w/ aihua dhenn went to sch for measurement.
hahaha, nth much.
played a lil badminton,
dhenn went home rest.
dhenn headed to baobei's hse.
hahahah
was having loads of fun.
dhenn , played with baobei and his sis.
hahah!
dhenn went to hougang mall.
dhenn had dinner,
went w/ baobei's family due to uncle want to view house.
dhenn thanks uncle for sending me home..

you always left my mind wandering afar..
you've made me so confused till im so guilty.
can i really know what are you thinking..

20/6/10

2010-06-20T07:38:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , JIALING!
ryeowook's mine :P

heyhey!

woke up at 12pm+
bathed and headed to amk hub, fish&co.
hahahah! can't finished , coz recently very full ._.
dhenn dabao.
dhenn nth much , headed back home to get prepare for badminton :D
hhaah!
dhenn when wna start car,
my papa car stalled!?!?
can't start engine, LOL.
hahahh!
dhenn ,
bo bian, walked to sk cc.
dhenn played.
bro's friends were there too :D
hahahah!
& my baobei jaey too!! :D:D:D (L)

hhahaha!
ahyee & jaey :D
hahahah!
dhenn played till 5pm,
sent uncle home,
dhenn to rp.
wahhhh, jaey kept crying hahahha!
coz she hungry leee!
dhenn on the way back to gong gong hse,
jaey kept cry.
dhenn my bro keep using the rattle to soothe her down.
hahahh!
damn funny larhs my bro.
jaey heard the rattle, dhenn stopped.
dhenn my bro say , " ahhh jaey good girl, good girl "
dhenn jaey started up again!
my bro hurry use the rattle and shake shake till so hard , " say okkkokokkk jaey dun cryy! "
HAHAHH!, the whole process like this, whole journey.
hahahh!
one moment, silent.
another moment, everyone was like " orhhhhh~ okokok, reaching reaching~~ "
XD, my bro so pekchek until say , " mummy! stop car, i wan change seat w/ jiejie " XD
hahahhah!
dhenn finally reached lerhs :D

seee my baby cousin jaey ! :D
hahahh! played with her :D:D:D:D
dhenn had dinnerrr,nice (L)
hahah! dhenn kept talking to herrr~~
and carried her!! YAY!

woohooo~
first attempt manzxcvs, she's ohsocute larhs! XD
hahahahh!
dhenn went home around 9pm+
hahahah!
dhenn ahhh~
last week of hols :(
^^v Y!

19/6/10

2010-06-19T04:28:00.000-07:00

BOOBOO!

hahahahh!

woke up at 9am,

bathed till 9.22am,

dhenn slacked till 9.45am,

dhenn headed to ruimin hse.

LOL!

reached ruimin's hse, she haven wake yet XD

dhenn sat in her hse till 10.53am, LOL!

dhenn went to shujiee hsee

hahahah!

dhenn waited for huifang to come,

and thanks shujie mum for the ti zhan?? XD

not ba zhan XD

ahahha! nice siah :D

thanks thanks.

dhenn huifang come le,

headed to lisa's hse.

&wahhh, OBS camp so torturing.

shujie got over 30 + mozzie bites!!

and they had terrible days ._.

sat busssss~

dhenn reached kovan.

hhahaha, chatted a lot on the way.

dhenn walked very very long sia!!

and wahhh! lisa's house so big!!!

we kept wah wah wah wah inside.

LOL

till we climbed the stairs to the attic, WAHHHH~

but damn cool sia~~`

hhahahah!

dhenn do project projecttt~

help cut some brown colour circles

dhenn i say look like cookies, they say i so naive!!!!

and say " yes yes it look likee waahhhhh "

esp shujie, so sacarastic :(

hahahha, anws , completed our project around 4+ sia~~~

dhenn TAADAAA~

our luggage :P:P and brochure inside :P

hehehhe!

shujie very hyper , dunnoe whyyes XD

dhenn dhennn,

suddenly rmb-ed my head on top very pain,

dhenn asked ruimin help me see got anything or not,

dun have but dhenn say i got white hair!!!!! ._.

dhenn suddenly shujie say she got BEARD!?!?!?

LOL!

dhenn she keep trying to find her ' beard ' and kept pulling!!! XDXD

TAADAAA there she is, pulling and finding her ' beard ' LOL

HAHAHAH!

so funny larhs her XDXD

anws, packed up and headed to kovan KFC .

ate zinger meal.

hahaahh!

dhenn some singing competition going on :P

hahahah~

dhenn went home le.

woohooo, completed 2 emaths online, and 1 amaths ._.

ahahhah!

18/6/10

2010-06-18T08:12:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER !

hahahah!

sry didn't post.

didn't had the mood too!

now having the mood to post so quickly post if not the mood feeling will zao!

hahah!

on 16/6/10 ,

dad cbrate my bro's birthday in advance.

had an ice cream cake!! ( i suggested it coz i want! )

hahhaha!

so nice!!

and my dad had dry ice for deco again.

he so good lorhs!

dhenn at night ton till 2.30am ,

chatted with wenxin hahahah!

a lot of things lohH!

so tired XD

XDXD and i want go universal studios!

hahahh!

today was just not good day ==

the next day, 17/6/10

baobei came at 8.20am +

dhenn i got rdy, wenxin too.

dhenn headed to downtown.

haahhah!

first we played WWW.

had free two tickets and bought a ticket for wenxin!

ahhh!

the thrill rides were just thrilling for a lil bit dhenn nth leeee~

XDXD

hahahah! i want more ci ji de lei XDXDXD

anws , overall : fun!

first time www and into pools w/ baobei :P

heheheheh!

bbut never wear offical swimming suits coz can wear shirt and shorts so like that go in play lorhs :P

heheheh!

next time can go swimminggg liao ~ XDXD

hahahahah!

dhenn had bowling afterwards.

waaa!

first game i won!!

second game i lost :x

hheehehhe

dhenn went back to chalet,

just sit sit sit.

dhenn mum needs my help in camera.

dhenn i become photographer :P

hehehehehh!

got one pic i like!!

i damn love it!!

baobei's posture was so cuteee heheheh~

THERE!! THISZ IS THE ONEE!!!

hahahah!

dhenn just sat in room ~

ateee~

dhenn watch gabriel bdae bash my bro all ~

and gabriel's friends.

hahahah!

XDXD

and thanks yl and ruimin for coming :D

dhenn 10pm+

went home lee~

haiz, sadded day too.

end w/ a sad thing.

dhenn today! 18/6/10,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GU ZHANG AND SHAFIKA!

baobei met me at 11.46am+

dhenn headed to sch, took our ICs and i did my emaths filing !

yay~

dhenn very relief~~

hahaha!

dhenn baobei treated me to pasta mania,

dhenn we sort of talked things out?

._.

i think so..

hope so..

hahahah!

dhenn headed to his ahma hse :D

ahma talked to me ~~

hahaha!

and the weiyang so cute.

haahahha!

see baobei play with him dhenn i suddenly thought of him as a father

hahaha!

baobei was so happy.

dhenn left around 4.30pm~

waited baobei to bath dhenn i go lerhs

hahahah!

later going to my da po open ceramony of his new stall~ XD

ahahahah!

okok byebye.

(EDITED!!!)

ahahahh!
today is dapo's new stall opening ceremony! :D
heheheh!
but da po not there, da po mu is there ^^
wahh! the western food is so damn nice lorhs!
better than jack place's steak :P
heheheh~
XDXD
all the sauce and ingredients are my da po mixed and match to make a recipe de!
XD
pro sia.
dhenn chattedddd~
wahhh
chatted till about theme parks :D
hahaha!
planning to go america,
genting ,
a lot of places!
go and play sia!
XDXD
heeheheheh!
excited excited.
anws, nth much :D:D:D:D

17/6/10

2010-06-17T08:26:00.000-07:00

Homeworks :
- amaths (online and hw 8,9)
- emaths (online and textbook)
- geo ws
- chinese project (bao zhang and wen zhang, etc..)
- physics project
- eng/ss project
- book review.

ALL NOT DONE.

15/6/10

2010-06-15T07:08:00.000-07:00

heyys.

boring day siols.
whole day at home.
hahahahha.
watched huan zhu ge ge 2 whole day ._.
kept eating junk food sia.
ate till 6pm.
'><'
felt so stuffy and nauseous all the way.
ate dinner w/ dad & aiyee .
nice siah!
hahahah!
but ate till so full and stuffy.
chest so stuffy ..
haiz.
nothing much urhs.
watched the li guo wang emcee the " Don't forget the lyrics "
damn funny larhs, ahahahah!
okayzxcvs barhs, cya~
^^v Y!

one problem solved, another come..
can i die?
i know it's fated , and it's unpreventable..
but..

14/6/10

2010-06-14T09:21:00.000-07:00

BOOBOO!!
hehehhehe, today is a memorable day ~
very happy hhahhaha!
well, starting wasn't a good start ._.
waited damn long for baobei.
till 2pm+ he came.
was soo bored and angry till i said , " dun come lerhs ._. "
heeheheh but trusted him, as baobei said, " trust me , it'll get better "
hehehehhe!
well, he came w/ a surprise of a bouquet of flowers!
omg! the roses are real!!
hahahah!
no nice smell though ._.

well, now im drying it till dried flowers,
keeping it's shape longer :D:D
so can survive longer .
ehehehhee~
dhenn watched huan zhu ge ge ,
till 6pm+
heated up dinner,
but dhenn dishes were so few..
baobei fried an egg w/ mushrooms!
i heated up the soup my ahma cooked :D
hahahah!
we're so busy preparing our dinner even though it's cooked lerhs XD
hahahah!
dhenn baobei had a condition, " set up the table w/o me looking "
LOL!
so i did not look, hehehehe.
waited outside quite a whileee~
dhenn go in lerhs ~~
ehehehehhe!
room dark dark,
saw a glowing golden light colour shining :P
BOOO!
IT'S A CANDLE LIT DINNER XDXD
hehehhe!

HEHHEHEH!
although he complained that it wasn't well planned, at least he thought of it! :D
hehhhehe~
it was a longggg dinner XD
hahahah!
well ~
i pointed out 2 flaws he made!
firstly,
when eating, he didn't 'jia' dishes for me XD
hehehhe!
secondly,
he didn't really planned and organized the thing well :P
hehehhe!
he didn't prepared carefully too!
asking me qns , as though im planning smth for myself to make myself happy~
XDXD
i dun blame him!!
but, next time dun use money to make an 'effort' lerhs.
do smth!
hand made is more sincere :P
heheheh~

caught baobei eating! XD

well ,

dhenn ate lerhs, chattteddd very happily.

coz i video him two times :P

heheheh!

and and,

we had ice cream as dessert when we're watching tv~

hhehehehe, now realised baobei like to watch those very 'boring' shows ._.

especially ang moh, on chnl 5.

he lovesss to watched those angmoh shows,

like very serious de.

eaxmple. fringe, heroes etc etc..

aiyo~~

i see leee so stunned there ._.

dhenn suddenly, i want to playw ith him kungfu!

baobei know some moves!!

we ran around the hseeee, into my roomm, back to living room , and into my room and back to my living room.

HEHEHHEHE!

played till perspiring till siao eh!

but had so MUCH fun!!

omggg, hehehhehe.

coz baobei can defended from me ,

i felt he was so darn cool!

so i like him to be like that whenever i play w/ him, or any crisis occur.

hope he dun run XD

hahahah!

dhenn watched tv al the wayyy

baobei looked so tired lerhs, hahahahah!

around 10.30pm , baobei go lerhs [:

hehehheeh!

baobei left me 2 breezers, 2 candle lits and flower~~

breezer dun allow him drink!

must take care body arhs! :D:D

i love you baobei (L) ^^v

Y! :p

13/6/10

2010-06-13T10:34:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!!

today sun ~~
hahahah! woke up at 1.30pm + sia ._.
so lazy lei me..
hahahah!
anws, munch on japan tibits my dad bought! :P
hahaha!
dhenn waited for dad to come back w/ my lunch !
watched huan zhu gege while waiting.
woohoo, had spag, fillet and 2 garlic bread.
it's cooked from my da po western !!!
yay !
hahaha, delicious but so much, can't finish x.x
ahhahah!
the garlic bread rockzxcvs sia! :P
heheheh
dhenn around 4pm+
went to pc show.
walk walk walk, wahh sibei cramp ohhh
dhenn met up w/ baobei.
hahaha, he also went there.
dhenn headed over to my san yi zhan funeral..
very sad oh, i last seen him , he was still alive de..
now only 4 months pass, his alrd.. passed on.
):
sadd.
dhenn stayed there will 10.45pm+
, dad sent us home and went to dajie hse take huan zhu ge ge 3 :P
hehehhe!
thanks dajie :D:D:D
ahhh~
now 1.37am lerhs1
LOL
kept having late nightzxcvs :D
hehehhe~
;D:D:
CIAOZXCVS

12/6/10

2010-06-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!
hahahhaa, today is so call.. bad&good day barhs.
half half.
wellll~
morning baobei came ._.
dhennn search his phoneeeee , saw sms-es.
wahh, damn hurting.
dhenn, headed to cp for brkfast .
ate mac, dhenn walked around popular.
dhenn,
headed to amk hub at 12pm.
arhhh
late sia.
late for half an hour ==
damn it, so guilty.
i HATE to be late.
dhenn finally reached lerhs,
found some unseen pictures in baobei phone ..
damn angry
like things added up.
dhenn reached dle..
watched karate kid!
ahhh, just reached,
finally break down ._.
can't take it..
so guilty to ruimin and dajie too..
ahhH~
anws, gtg after that.
went home.
but b4 that, eat at kopitiam.
had korean mixed rice.
+ spicy veg and chicken curry!
all so spicy siah!!
dhenn after eat, choing to fairprice buy water XD
hahah!
and baobei sprained his ankle! (!!!)
dhenn didn't go yog lerhs.
dhenn he went over to my hse,
played his itouch on the way home.
hahah, fruit ninja SO FUN!
hahahah,
dhenn waited papa came home.
wth~~
papa bought so many tibits and things to eat siahh!
hahahah! i kept sitting there dun wna move my butt ;P
dhenn nid go eat dinner le.
hahaha!
ate w/ gugu and guzhan at punggol.
the famous nasi lemak sia!
but i eat le..
not bad urhhhs!
but not so delicious that need to queue so long barhs.
coz the food is like so little ._.
hahah!
anws, had a great dinner.
my papa shared his experience in japan.
HAHAHA
he said the japan people damn damn damn polite.
sibei polite and courteous.
LOL.
my papa say they bow down to them till their heads touch their knee cap! LOL LOL LOL!
i kept imagining.
ahhahah! and my papa say they will escort u all the way to the main door, with the things you bought.
HAHAHAH!
dhennnn headed to mac drive through for biaoge and wenxin.
their parents went america sia, leaving them alone in sg.
lol!
dhenn when gu zhan driving,
he drive through the " order here " sign!!!!
my papa still say , " HELLO~~ " with the window winded down, and car moving!
BUT MY GU ZHAN STILL CONTINUE DRIVING, IT MAKES LIKEE MY PAPA CA JIAN ER GUO WITH THE SPEAKER LOL LOL LOL!!!
the person see le musthave laughed too!
wanted to say hello, may i take ur order ? but the car drive pass it ! LOL!
never even orderr hahahahH!
can imgaine the scene LOL.
damn funnY! XDXD
dhenn we stopped a while..
dhenn after that i cant hold my laughter, i cracked up the joke again
and this time everybody laughed damn hard!
laugh till so happy!! XDXD HAHAHAH!
hahahah!
they say , can imagine the scene damn funny XDXD
even gugu say it's a happy saturday hehe.
anws~
tmr going pc show and visit my third yi zhang which passed away. ):
anws!
:D:D:D:D
i love the things my dad bought! <3
and im so guilty i lost the $22 my dad gave me instead him taking it for my daily usage in the hols...
:(
sadd!

11/6/10

2010-06-11T07:25:00.001-07:00

BOO!!

hahahah, 3 day 2 night de chalet over lerhs!
XDXD,
heheheheh!
wah, ton 2 nights straight.
never sleep well ==
on 2nd night had bbq!
hahah! 1st night watched drag me to hell.
DAMN GROSS LAH PLEASE!
hehehehhe!
dhenn 2nd night , had alcohol.
43% + coke :P
hahah ! i didn't get red woohoo~~
nvr got drunk.
but got hangover the next day._.
headache.
& just damn hurting thing happened.
waited till 11am+
he didn't turn up, wtf.
sua, dhenn went home, bathed.
& SLP~~~
omg, had a good and deep slp lorhs.
didn't had dreams.
dhenn erms..
today didn't do anything much.
fuck it.
==
hate the fucking fucktard~
XDXD
wahhhahahahahahahhahah!
go die, fucking fucktard.

7/6/10

2010-06-07T05:07:00.000-07:00

AHHH!
this morning i just realised ryeowook's birthday! ):
haiz!! happy belated birthday ryeowook!
im so sorry to be just disloyal fan that dunnoe your birthday!
omg!
i love 6 of june forever! :P

hahahha!
skipp skipp~
morning baobei really came at 6am XD
heheheh!
woke up by the gara gara go ringtone :P
hahahah!
dhenn opened door for him, fell back to slp.
dhenn didn't went for emaths !!
butt pain and legs soree!
ahhh~
dhenn hahahha, went to have brkfast at cp w/ baobei.
at toast box!
hohoho~

look delicious right!
trust me, only the peanut, egg and kaya nice nia~

LOL.

the mee robus..

it tasted like..... LOL.

ahahahh!

dhenn went back home,

baobei went to school lerhs~

hahahha!

dhenn didn't do anything much.

around 1pm+ after baobei go, i fainted siah ._.

drink water halfway, BANG.

lol, blackout.

lying on the floor.

heng no body at home see if not i in hospital liao.

lol.

dhenn very bored, watched huan zhu gege!

hhahah!

now i finally know what they are talking.

hehehe! the xiao yan zi so funny ohhh~

hahhahah!

dhenn nothing much urhs.

:dhhahaha!

6/6/10

2010-06-06T05:05:00.000-07:00

you see!!
today at 12.23pm (accurately!)
i checked the singapore airlines website for the belt where SUPER JUNIOR is coming out at.
dhenn i checked it's belt 43!
dun have private thing..
dhenn went there w/ ruimin by taxi.
thanks ruimin for pei-ing me :D:D:D:D
not so many people lei!!
can see de lorhs..
but waited till 3pm+
super junior didn't turn up ):
those people from inside working, said " no point waiting , they already left from the other side "
dhenn all fans dun believe, kept on staying . we too!
dhenn waited...
haiz, really gone siah.
dhenn went to eat mcspicy at macs..
so disappointing and sad lorhs...
haiz....
now showcase also never see...):
i didn't even get to see their hair or back views!
sadded or what..
nabei..
haiz..
dhenn horhs!
got one orange orange guy, i hate him man ==
so AA.
lol.
ruimin kept wanting to diao himmm hahahah! XD
AHHH.. MY SUPER JUNIOR.. ryeowook D: !!
my brother wanted me to post this, so here it is!
my brother!!

):
(EDITED!!!)
wtf, just a fancam vid that some of the fans get to see them and knew where they exited!
they so damn bad! they could at least shout " SUPER JUNIOR IS THIS SIDE! "
): made most of the fans can't see super junior , and my fav ryeowook..
wtf..
so damn hurt ! & disappointing

5/6/10

2010-06-05T02:37:00.000-07:00

HEYS PEOPLE!

tmr SUPERJUNIOR IS COMING!!
omgomgomg!
im now trying to get some tickets, but no one peis me to go. ):
sadd-ed loads.
& also cant ton.. they coming out from a private belt where no one can see..
damn it larhs.
how heartless can they be!
this time is cfm some kind of 'business adverts'
using suju to advertise their bloody shit phones.
==
who want buy !?!??!
nabei,
super junior so tired okay!
from music core, 9pm fly here at 2.15pm.
TIRED HORHS!
assholes!
anws, this morning had training at yishun.
hahahaha, chatted loads w/ dajie :D
hehheeh
dhenn didn't go for my yog training coz i was late ._.
& dad flying to japan tonight, so pei him again.
hahaah!
dhenn computered till now.
anws, HEAVILY OVERDUED PICTURES.
so,it's just picture time ;D

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these were the flower baobei gave me on our 7th month! (Loves!):D

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MY FAV SALMON, LOL!
thanks aiyee for helping me buy + cut anytime i wanted it :P
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HAHAHHA!
the speech day rehearsal :P
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eberlyn's phone kana spammed by zuoquan,me and ryley + some more i guess..

on a training day which i forgot :D
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OOOO~

jaey's first month birthday(?)

hahah! my baby cousin! :D:D:D:D

woohoo!

the buffet rockzxcvs (L)!
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HAHAAH,

athletics outing at ryley's hoouseee!

XD, the sec 2 girls :D

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hahahaha!

the time my papa flew to thai for his work!

3 weeks, OMG.

had popeye at airport :P

the fries ROCKZXCVS :P

heheeh!

my mouth can't stop even when my dad took a pic :P

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ahhahaha!

3e2 outing right after vistarian road run :P

went bowling, AND OMGOSH!

my first time bowl..

i TRIPPED , AHHH DAMN PAISEH THAT I RAN TO ONE CORNER AND LAUGH AT MYSELF ._.

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o.o , went to watch a movie w/ baobei sisters :D
dhenn pool-ed.

hahahah!

caught a fever ... dhenn i went home MYSELF ._.

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BAOBEI'S BIRTHDAY!

thanks wenyu for drawing up that :P

and so sorry yeah!

hahahah!
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hahahah!

papa bring me go round the marina there and see the new bridge!

romantic & nice!

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oooo!

my china relatives that came for a stayover :d

hahah!

had a farewell dinner for them at blk 205d

NICE FOOD MANZXCVS :d

i didn't stop eating till the last dish, WAHAHHAHA!

TEEHEE!

I (L) BAOBEI! ;D

( I HATE LAST MIN DECISIONS W/O ANY GOOD REASONS. LIKE WTF.)

& im damn sad i can't see super junior for once.

fuck it.

i fucking hate people who made last decisions when the plan was so perfect.

they thought they're smart by lying but in fact they're the most dumbest people in the damn fucking world.

and wtf? broke your promises and even lied?

go and kill yourself, that's worth your life.

4/6/10

2010-06-04T06:37:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!

haheehhehehe!
morning woke up at 9.30am++
dhenn played mapleeee till 11am+
baobei came over lerhs.
haahh!
ate porridge and went to tampines mall! :D
heheheh! watching shrek !!
XDXD
movie starting at 2.55pm.
we got there early , so went to have some quick bites [:
ahhaha!
dhenn came back for our movieee~
HOHOHO.
it's so dang nice! :D

hahhahah!
especially the puss is SO CUTE!
and the fiona is so darn cool! XDXD
hehehheh!
and the ogre kids they had , three were SO CUTEE TOOO!
hahhaahhahaha!
overall, AWESOME.!
and dhenn headed to buy takoyaki again!
LOL.
didn't do anything much, but was happy , went out w/ baobei after a longgg week!
tmr's still got another one ):
haiz~~
anws,
went back to my hse and played commmm!
hehehhe!
dhenn knew suju's flight details, OMG!
IM SO EXCITED XDXD
hehehhe, papa coming back lerhs,
later gonna fetch him from airport.
lastly,

I LOVE MY BAOBEI DAMN LOADS! (L)

3/6/10

2010-06-03T06:01:00.000-07:00

BOO!

morning met ruimin and her company hahahah!
all waiting for me , so sorry '><'
hahaha! had amaths till 9am.
lol, didn't listen much sia._.
hol mood.
dhenn stayed back a while, chatted w/ ruimin.
lol, she damn siao XD
aahahahh!
dhenn ,
headed to baobei's hse.
:P
woke him up to have brkfast w/ me.
omg, im so sorry!
XD
and i tried out the waffles n eggs meal in KFC.
oh darn..
i shldn't try more of the things in KFC brkfast.
lol, i wished for the porridge!
HAHAHAH!
dhenn walked to comics collection.
dhenn headed to sch for pe o assessment.
LOL!
didn't do my pe o.
during warm up, i hurt my wrist.
omg! and i had to ice it. ._.
ahhh!
warmed up too hiong,
over exert.
hehe.
dhenn rank 6 among 10 girls.
dhenn kana chosen for assessment as mrs chong said no time.
dhenn i didn't want to be assessed , so changed to week 4.
wrist injured, i wna train more. so yeah. :D
hahahah
dhenn played w/ milly, yuting(?) and aihua.
dhenn headed home at 17:17pm
hehehh!
5:17pm.
chatted w/ mr kumar (his the one doing the filming)
hahahah!
dhenn went to buy cup walker.
hahahaha, bid goodbbyes w/ aihua dhenn headed home.

sian loads,
im a sister and my bro dun listen to me , dhenn i shld keep on trying?
i've got better things to do , and if he doesn't want to help himself.
i can't do anything either.
i know im a sister, but his beyond hopes.
what he done, is totally incorrigible.
it's atrocious.
he no longer behaves as my bro.
everyone said he changes a lot since the last end of year.
just , how many months were that!?
so fast changed.
i could brace up, he should do.
i cant do anything.
hurt.

1/6/10

2010-06-01T07:56:00.000-07:00

HEY!

it's june, everybody! :D
heeheheh!
ahhh~
morning went to amaths crt.
LOL, 8 people turned up only ._.
felt so pathetic but mrs yeoh still continues to teach as per normal.
wonder how could she take that?
dhenn had mac brkfast w/ shervon ^^
went over her hse by bus 80.
LOL!
while walking, there were tons of millipedes around!
and shervon stepped on one.
omggg, it's creepy.
as though we're like walking w/ milipedes ._.
heheheh!
dhenn went to shervon's hse.
browse through for wii games :D
hahahah!
went home around 1pm+
ahhahah!
so tired but mapled still! :D
heheheh!
dhenn went out around 6.30+
went to block 205D for dinner
relatives gonna go back to china soon,
hahahha!
so a farewell dinner + a cake.
(no pictures as my bluetooth got problem ): , cant seem to transfer ): )
sadded!
there are loads of overdued pictures, ya'll know ! :D
ohyeah!
got a $10 for free by my jiu po.
heheheh, she said it was just a token of appreciation! :D
hahahah!
dhenn had good food!!
hehehhheehhe , i (L) good food ^^
hahahah!
anws, dhenn very sad + hurt, dunnoe whyyes im feeling this way :D
hahahah!
i hate that part of me, fking hate it. :D

and to you both ,
agreeing to what he do, teaching him the wrong things , huh?
wait till you got your karma.
think you're so big? want fuck girls?
beng so wad ?
step one only.
nb, wait till you regret, see what you'll feel.
ppl teach you dun learn,
let people lose faith in you.
the one who teach him all these,
you better look after him more larhs.
put him into your care, it got worse.
suckers.

31/5/10

2010-05-31T07:07:00.000-07:00

BOO!!

WAHHHH, SHUAIGEEEE HEHEHEH!

that's my favourite boy in SUJU! (L)
XDXD

hehehehhe!

this sun, they're coming to S'PORE!

omg, im so looking forward to it :P

but still dunnoe the flight details, belt and terminal what ._.

XDXDXD

hahahhha! AHHHH! THEY SO SHUAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDXD

anws, today is the weights training assessment.

omg, so scary lorhs!

hhhahhahaha,

met up w/ aihua at LRT.

dhenn headed to sch .

one by one sia the weights ._.

all of my weights were like so damn light ._.

coz scare tooo heavy , dhenn take liao, whole body very shaky.

hahahahah!

so rather good posture than shaky arms, and legs :D

heheheheh!

dhenn ate mac at rp w/ shervon, aihua, huifang , jolylynn and marsyah :D

haahahah!

met up w/ ruimin tooooo, she got band :D

dhenn qingsheng, yonglong, gary and yongzheng had theirs' too :D

eheheheh!

i so loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong never eat mac liao, hehehheheh!

my usual fries + 2 packet of salt, YUM!

so long never eat le , TEEHEE!

HOHOHOHO.

and dhenn went home usse com a while,

slept w/o bathing ._.

hehehhehe!

too tired, omg.

dhenn had a dream of a terrible headache, and when i woke up, it came true! XD

hhahhha, dhenn used com a while, played maple.

woohooo! the evan job was cool!

i (L) the dragon , Mir.

HAHAHAH!

Mir LOVES me (L)

BAOBEI, you tio owned! XDXD

hhehehehe,

I LOVE YOU (L)!
baobei,

30/5/10

2010-05-30T07:12:00.000-07:00

Heyhey!

^^ , hahhahaha!
today is a tiring day worhs.
anws, played badminton w/ mum.
argh! i still cant smash! ):
dhenn had dinner at grandparent's hse.
hahahah! Jaey was so cute! :D
hehhehe, i just kept on telling her, " I'm your biaojie!! "
XD
hahahahahhahhahahah !
she kept cry, stop, cry, stop.
ehehehehe. scary manzxcvs.
anws, tmr pe O assessment, scary! :(
scare cannot do well, hhahahahahhahha.
well, ciaozxcvs! ^^

finally realised, im lonely inside .
with one company here and there, it makes no difference.
it's still the same old routine of my living lifestyle.
my life stills goes on w/o you.

28/5/10

2010-05-28T08:37:00.000-07:00

BOO!

hahahs, things had been happening so much this time yeah?
it's alrd the sch hols, and things just kept happening.
not to myself, but to my baobei and some friends of the past times.
baobei's going through a rough time now?
i guess so..
with all the things going on in his hands.
feeling quite worried yea.
so shared all things w/ my beloveds ruimin and dajie! :D
thanks for hearing it out , hehehehe.
anws, really dun sad.
im there to support you! :D
tmr's pe o weights and badminton training, HOHOHO.
sun playing badminton w/ mum ^^ excited! XD
baobei's following and it's gonna be our 8th months. :D

hahahahhaa,
although i have him, i still can be your friend.
:D
talk to me, im confused.

24/5/10

2010-05-24T06:27:00.000-07:00

BONAMANA BONAMANA!! :D:D:D

woohoo! hahaahh!
SUJU COMING TO S'PORE #$%^&*(*$%^&
like, ohmy freaking god larhs!
ahhh!
i freaking must get a freaking ticket larhs!
if not i go stalk them larhs!
but neh neh pok larhs !
only 9 people coming x.x
siwon got a saliva gland infection D:
need operation.
kangin go army.
kibum go acting .
hangeng go back china D:
DAMN SAD LARHS.
but i still <3>
hehehehhe.
anws!
today new zelanders came over to our school!
OMG! one shuai in E1 LARHS!
nehnehpok!
keep wanna see him larhs! omg !!
the name is the Logen (dunnoe spell write or not)
ahhh!
during recess kimverly they all make me so damn paiseh larhs!
shout my name so loud and say i likes him!
and still ask me say hello.
like omg!!!
my baobei there okayzxcvs! '>.<'
AHH~
hahahahah!
dhenn today played mahjong.
dhenn had fun ;D
but ..
yx side. haiz .
anws, ciaozxcvs.
SUJU FOREVER!

14/5/10

2010-05-14T02:07:00.001-07:00

WOOHOO! MYE'S OVER :)

27/4/10

2010-04-27T02:20:00.000-07:00

heyhey.

nothing much but post about my results
amaths, 17/20
narrative , 16/30
chinese , 52/70
hahaaha..
nothing much.
but damn stress, mum&dad&bro all tio flu, cough.
& my bro's now coughing so badly till he vomited in the morning..
damn stress.
exams coming soon, but i just cant study alone.
neglected.

21/4/10

2010-04-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

YAY ! 700TH POST :D ^^

hahahahah!
today arhh...
damn cham urhs ._.
hhahahhah!
wedddd .
met ruimin & dajie in kfc.
hahhahahha! saw yl toooo .
dhennn they ate brkfast.
dhenn headed to schhhhhh .
hahahahha!
was running all overrr, very hot & perspired.
dhennnn!
had amaths ._.
XD tmr test.. omg.
dhenn had chinese open notes gong han test.. omg tmr test again ):
dhennn had chem...
omg failed my test, 18/40..
dhenn had eng.
lol.
dhennnnn after sch , stayed back & wait for ruimin :D
hahahah!
she have rehearsalll.
omggg it lasted till 7pm+
so tiring siols x.x
hahahah!
dhennn headed to cp w/ zion, gary , ruimin & baobei ^^
ate LJS for dinnnerrr.
hahahah fun fun fun! XD
dhenn thanks baobei for sending me home hahahhhahah!
nth much urhs :D:D:D:D:D:D
ahhh! now need choing physics wb , study amaths & chinese newspaper report ! ):

20/4/10

2010-04-20T05:58:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!

XDXD today tuess!!
hahahahsh!
physics first.
went through work,energy & power.
ahhhh!
w=pt , w-fs & so on. hahahh!
dhenn pe olevel.
omg... taught smash.
kept practising.
tiring manzxcvs.
dhenn i found out one way to do it.
heheheheh, to be angry!!
grrr!
& true enough! i smashed ! XD
hehehheh!
dhenn recess-ed , woohoo!
got dj going on :P
eat food also can enjoy music . WAHAHHAHAHA.
dhennnn,
emaths.
hahahh! did equation of line.
ruimin come sit with me! yay!
& shujie get well soon! XD
hahahah!
dhenn chineseee.
gong han x.x
dhenn ,
chem!!!
acids! hehehhehe.
dhenn assembly.
damn tired siah.
slept in assembly.
dhenn slack in classroom till 3.30pm+
went to training... ):
tiring.
fartlek!
AHHH!
dhenn went home lerhs :D

18/4/10

2010-04-18T06:37:00.000-07:00

BOOO ! HEY HEYHEY!

hahhahaha!

today waas a longgg day!

tuitione-ed & hurry choing out of the house alrd!

going cycling :D:D:D:D

hahahhah!

went to fetch zhiyan jiejie :D

she cut her hair!!! bangs!! !hahaha!

cute XDXD

dhenn waited for biaoge they all ,

but they went to ecp first.

went to fetch peiling jiejie at thomas.

hahahah !

dhenn ,

headed to ecp .

rented bicycles!

TAAADAAAA!

(see , time flies so fast ): , we're all grown ups! my 2 beloved cousins!)

(See! My chiobu biaojie! Cute Bangs! :D)

dhenn cycled very long!
2hrs!

omggg!

when came back, my butt hurts manzxcvs!
cycled from 4pm-6pm+

dhenn headed to mac .

played biaoge's itouch.

it's fun manzxcvs!!! loves!

XD , dhenn !

headed to geylang.

ate at the place dad brought me before!

had good food made my mood happy :D:D:D:D

YUMS!

hahahha! TAADDAAAA

some pictures :D

(Left : Before , Right : After)

hahahahha!

AHHH!

*Sees the cripsy tofu :P
ahhhh! stupid biaoge ate it!!!!

XDXDXD

the tofu's NICE MANZXCVS :D:D:D:D

some random pics :D

hahahahh!

after that!!

we had a game among the 8 of them!

hahahahahh! the rolling of the toliet paper on biaoge's ITOUCH!

hahahhaha!

i recorded each & every of them + scores!

it's all on FB! :D:D:D:D

XDXDXDXD!
this is to loosen our fulll tummies :P

hahahah!

anws, reached home around 9pm.

i thank everyone for making their time down and hope you guys had fun!

XDXDXD

WILL BE MIA-ING!

MYE COMING!

JY PEOPLE! :D

(today's my last day of using com.. sadded..)

17/4/10

2010-04-17T06:36:00.000-07:00

BOOBOO!

XDXD
today's a okay day ^^
haha!
fav no day :D
17!
welll , woke up at 7.25am.
bathed & get rdy to go rp for brkfast :D
ate hotcakes sausage meal & met up w/ shervon & ruimin ^^
we going to play badminton :D:D:D:D
hahahaha!
dhenn met them lerhs,
went to school .
hahahha!
played with ruimin & shervon first.
dhenn joylynn came over to join us :D
doubles match !
dhenn we tried out drop net lift ,
king/queen of the courts!
hhahhah!
qingsheng, ryan liew , gary , lloyd , joylynn , ruimin , shervon , ken and me went ! :D
hahahha!
the mostttttt pekchek & tiring part is gary's the king of courts and im always the one missing the shots! D:
coz coz gary very pressurizing & pro lorhs!
keep spammminggg " in front, left side left side ! behind one behind one! "
AHHH!
dhenn ken & qingsheng very bad.
they bet on me whether i'll miss the shot or hit it!
VERY BAD!
& when gary say right side!
or left side ,
qingsheng said : " I left right cannot differentiate larhs! XD "
LOL!
dhenn i also accidently mistaken gary's words.
dhenn missed the shot ._.
qingsheng said , " o.o im not the worst one . "
WTH!!
):
very bad!!
dhenn 12pm+
went to yl hse w/ ruimin :D
stayed till 1.44pm +
hahhhahah!
YL, take care & get well soon :D
hahahah!
dhennnn ,
went to cp to meet shervon (:
hahahah!
dhenn saw baobei sitting outside the stairs!
so kelian! (sorry baobei for waiting so long! ^^)
hhahahah!
dhenn waited for xuamin & dajie.
we played resident evil for a while ;D
hahah!
dhenn came liao, played rabbids!
woohoo!
choing arhhh.
damn tiring manzxcvs!
hahaahhha!
dhenn gary , qingsheng & xaiver came up :D
hahaahh!
dhenn had xaiver replaced my place.
went to cook maggie for lunch!
hungry hungry! :D
hahahah!
they were having lots of fun( i hope :D)
hahahha!
had some vids, posted on fb! :D
hahahah!
dhenn erms..
nth much yeahs .
^^
shervon & dajie stayed till 9+ hahah!
dhenn , nth much urhs :D
now blogging :D:D:D:D
twist!
tmr tuition & cycling :D
hope will be a fine one :D
ciaozxcvs!
tagggg me more!! people!

16/4/10

2010-04-16T01:57:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!

XDXDXD
friday !! woohoo~~~
but another sad weekend. (maybe not! :D)
XDXD
sat & sun going out ! woohoo! :P
dhenn dhenn ,
erms ,
friday ahh..
lightning alert, assembled outside class.
hahahah!
dhenn ,
had eng first 2 periods.
nth much but exposition writing.
hahaha!
dhennnnn ,
erms..
took back physics test ._.
26/40.
omg!
dhenn dhenn a lot of arguments , hahhahah!
dhennnnn, emaths ._.
took back indices test._.
19/20.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
dhenn ,
recess-ed.
dhennn ,
chemmm ahhh, was late hehe.
dhenn nid go out write eq.
heng correct! :D
dhenn pe o'level.
ohdear..
ms smith is going off soon ):
sadd-ed.
took picture s:D:D:D
hahahah!
dhennn got pkayed a game, learned a new term for goal setting.
SMARTER.
hahhah!
dhenn ,
went to library to study w/ TEAM NV XD
dhennn stayed till 2.54pm , went home XDXD
hahahah!
dhenn chatted w/ ruimin!
woohoo tmr going play badminton ^^ , sun gonna cycle :D:D:D

15/4/10

2010-04-15T03:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RUNZA :D

BOO!!

hahahhahhahahahahahah!
thurs thurs thurs!
went to school very early x.x
coz dad's gonna change his car to a weekend car...
so.... have limitations to it. (haizzzz , nid to save money $.$)
XD , anws .
did some chinese wb . hehehheh!
dhenn had emaths!
dhennnnn , chinese test x.x
dhennnnnn , pepepepe !
captain's ball! :D
dhennnn!
englishhh!
ahhhhhhh, marsyah want take my gummies.
so choing up & chased her but she took a different route while i took the spiral staircase.
knn.
one fucking sec 2 malay boy tripped me purposely when i was runnning.
heng i was cool didn't fall .
if i did , i'll scold him till he cry horhs.
nb , play with me ?
fuck the wall larhs horhs.
asshole idiot freak.
i know who is him, im sure i'll scold till he say sorry.
fucker asshole .
dhennn woahhh, first to reach class XDXD
hahhahahah!
XDXDXD
dhennnn!
reccesss.
dhennnnnn ,
physics .
nvr got back physics score .
but WTH... baobei got 23/40 & it's among the 7 who passed in his class ==
his crazy.
damn crazy .
ZZZ.
dhennn ,
had geo, ahhhh!
geo test, 15/20 ._.
dhennnn ,
amaths.
quiz!
lol! didn't do finished, hack care. hahahahha!
dhennnnn ,
ref .
dhennnnn ss .
dhennnn indices test .
omg . x.x
so many sia.
hahhahaha!
dhennn erms .
went to cp :D
bought a clip.
dhenn ate at kfc ^^
baobei came to find us .
& stupid janine !
hit my back 3 times ):
thanks baobei for protecting me , wahahahahaha!
but damn pain siols!!! :D
dhennn!
XD , the weather suddenly turned so scary siah!
omg..
was quite wet.
ahhhh!
scary x,x
okkkk , nth much :D
ciaozxcvs!

(edited!!!)
hahahha!
tiffany jie ( my couz ) came over .
she came over as a mistake! XD
hahahha! was mistaken by her mum.
welll, had a good time w/ her :D
facebooking & know some jerks in r/s.
THEY SUCKS MANZXCVS XD
hahahhaha!
anws, tiffany jie :D
must stay happy oh!
XDXDXD
hahahah!

14/4/10

2010-04-14T05:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAZEL XD
HEYHEY!

wed wed ^^
hahhahahas!
hahahhas, morning thanks for coming , baobei ! :D
hahahha!
thanks because you kept promise :P
hahah!
dhenn erms, headed to school!
just nice saw hazel! (the birthday girl) :D
XD, dhennnnnnnn got a b'dae cake for her (:
hahahha!
mango !
& omg....
they're so cruel.
smashed the slices of cake into hazel's face manzxcvs :D
hahaahh!
XD
poor hazel ):
(i regretted telling NV athletics my birthday!!!)
XD
im scared . LOL.
dhennn arhhhhhh.
very hot manzxcvs!
kept sweating hahahha!
dhenn omggg. so embarassing .
hahahahah!
got a survey thingy, dhenn it was like can't go coz after sch nid go support :P
dhenn i was like jumping so anxiously!
ms chang asked , " are you okay , fraser ??? "
i was like , HMMMMMMM okay! :D
XD
hhahahah!
dhenn no nid go , heng arhs XD
& & ,
erms ...
dhenn arh..
had amaths .
hahahah! confusing!
intersection of a line & a curve XD
dhennnnnnn!
had chinese.
gong han XD, anyhow write hehehehhehe.
dhenn chem!
ahhhhhhhhh! balanced eqs!??!?!
ionic equations!?!??
i dunnoe D:
confusing.
dhenn had eng, hahhaha!
like one quarter of the class is gone for health checkup :D
hahahah!
dhenn miss lim tio bully by us hahahah!
esp teckxian tricked her XD
LOL!
the good advantages of a plastic surgery is DAMAGING TO NERVES!??! XD
hahhaha!
& the bad advantages is , lost manhood , lost father's day!
XD, all teckxian say derhs, hhahhah!.
XDXD
dhennn er.. dismisseddd, choing to GO manzxcvs
limited tickets ):
baobei can't go.
but it's okay!!! Mr kumar & coach said sorry but i really dun mind, seriously!!
i feel bad for them saying sorry.... BUT IT'S OKAY! ;D;D;D;D;D
i go there for team NV ATHLETICS & NOT FOR BAOBEI :D
hahahha! XD
dhennnnn the finals atmosphere was more fierce & exciting siah!
seriously manzxcvs!

it's CROWDED :D
hahaahha! XD
yayyyy!
dhenn went to bought tibits :P
hhehehehhe!
dhenn erms, went back.
saw some long distance races. :D
hahaha! pro manzxcvs :D
dhenn it's 4x100!
wahhhh! nice run :D:D:D
they improved 55.35s :D:D:D:D
woohoo!
dhennn coach had a talk :D
XDXDXD
woohooo!
coach compliment all of us!
making us so motivated !! XDXD
woohoo!
dhenn waited for bus./
omg .
bryan ng they all rape people ==
so damn gross! eewwww!
dhhahahah!
skip skip !
skip to having dinner at LJS w/ marsyah!
thanks marsyah :D:D:D for accompanying me !!!!!1
woohoo!! XDXD
i fulfil my needs today :D:D:D
thanks a lot :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
hahhahah!
now blogging :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

hahahha! i just wished to be happy.
i really do.

13/4/10

2010-04-13T05:53:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!

3 tests in a day manzxcvs!
hardcore or what!? XD
anws!
tues tues tues.
had physics.
energy, work & power.
P.E = mgh :D
K.P.E = 1/2mvsquare . :D
XDXD
woohoo!
dhenn erms, had PE.O
wahhh, tiring , badminton ._.
lifting!?!?
the drop net lift was hard XD
hahaha!
dhenn erms, recess-ed
dhenn emaths, went thru indices , woohoo!
dhenn ,
chinese had a zao ju test x.x
ahhh!
dhenn chem test!
OMG . it's freaking hard x.x
dhenn had ass.
dhenn choing to take my physics test.
freaking hard x.x
dhenn choing to my PE.O crt XD
hahaha!
dhenn dhennnn, pei aihua went home ^^
XDXD
had a great chat :D:D:D

12/4/10

2010-04-12T02:23:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY! (:

hahahhaha!
monday oh x.x
heng no training :P
friday dhenn have ^^
dhenn erms ,
today arhs.
eng , exposition debating session.
dhenn geo , rivers ! (:
dhenn , had pe .
captain's ball?
ONLY TOUCHED THE BALL ONCE XD
lol!
dhenn recess-ed.
dhenn , chineseeee.
dhenn , amaths.
wahhh, very choing !
hw 5 XD
hahahah!
did very rush but correct! yay ! :P
dhenn ,
ss !
hahahha, freedom writers for the last 5 mins ):
dhenn CDP.
activity x.x
my art sucks, didn't do much but wrote :P
dhenn!
went home (:
hahahha! XD

i had enough,
everyone's got patience.
im hurt, very deeply hurt.
it's been times , many times.
so?
i'll still live as though nth happened (:
i wanna live my life to the fullest.
it won't be defeated in your hands.
fucker. (:

11/4/10

2010-04-11T07:23:00.000-07:00

BOO!

hahhaahha.
SUNDAY.
omg.... weekends fly ==
well!
didn't go out ._.
now arh... mostly of suns i no stepped out of my hse ):
how PATHETIC! ^^
anws,
didn't od much but wii-ed & studied.
physics ! omg !
chem ! omg !
chinese ! omg !
emaths ! omg !
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
scared.
but no fear ^^
ciaozxcvs XD
love hannah montana :P
ahahhaha miley cyrus :D
just wished , we had more time tgt.
fading away.

10/4/10

2010-04-10T04:06:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!!

^^
hahhahah!
woah, almost late today for the yog's training ;x
regretted didn't ask for Milly's morning call XD
hahahh!
set alarm at 6.30am , but auto off it , went back to slp till 7am.
was supposed to reach sch by 7.30am.
heng!
made it in time, reached at 7.20am.
but nobody seems to be there yet :D
hahaha!
dhenn sat with aihua, marsyah , shervon & adeline.
lol.
they said im crazy & was too high in spirits ._.
im abnormal for being hyper!?!??!? ):
shahahha!
dhenn reached nanyang poly.
ahhh!
tio bully by so many people ._.
but im happy if i made them happy too ^^
hahhhah!
dhenn waited for a while,
had a veryyyy long lesson (lecture)
by 2 trainers , Siti & Zaki.
hahahah !
they were humourous manzxcvs!
& so many things that made us laugh ^^
some vids on fb, could watch them ^^
it really was damn funny, hahhahah!
dhenn erms .
ended arnd 1.30pm.
dhenn hadddddd a longg chat w/ aihua ^^
thanks for sharing w/ me :D
hahaha!
dhenn went to eat at CP mac with aihua & marsyah. shervon & ariel went first for proj.
hahahhaha XD
dhenn went home ^^
played wii & now here blogging & posted some vids :P
hahahah!
ciaozxvs!
stressed , test test test!
& it was all a repeated scene again.

9/4/10

2010-04-09T05:10:00.000-07:00

Boo!

hahahahahh!
not a very shun li day. x.x
well , friday.
had 2 periods of eng .
did some debating .
dhenn erms,
physics, grp work.
emaths, indices.
ruimin came over & sit w/ me! yay! :D
dhenn ,
recess-ed.
kinda down.
dhenn , chem. revise wb .
dhenn , pe olevel.
ahh . 22/25 .
all athletics same results manzxcvs,
mrs tan asked , " did you runners copy each other ? "
XD , hahahah!
so funny!
dhenn ,
went back home.
restedddd.
dhenn go back school for napfa.
got a new phrase for napfa.
Not A Problem For All .
BUT!
a very big problem for me.
3 As, 1 B , 1 C , 1D.
damn suck larhs me...
inclined = 10
shuttle run = 10.5s
sit up = 46
standing broad = 155cm
sit & reach = 41cm
dhenn sian lorhs.
didn't do my very best & somemore dun dare retake coz of paiseh.
x.x
a lot of people.
despite ruimin & dajie who encourages me , i just can't do it in the end.
didn't manage to muster all my courage , im such a loser .
let down on myself.
& this week was very tough.
mon , training , tues rest , wed competition , thurs compeition , fri , napfa , sat yog training , sun rest.
damn hiong.
next week, 4 tests upcoming.
physics , chem , emaths & chinese.
crazy or what? & pe olevel extra lesson on tues?
wtf..
im going crazy.
im so tired.
no motivation , neither having intrinsic or extrinsic motivation.
none at all.
no willing-ess in me to strive harder for any goals.
i suck.

8/4/10

2010-04-08T04:58:00.000-07:00

Heys!

hahhas.
today's semi-finals.
but wait!
say from the morning ^^
went to school, got emaths test paper back. 16 O.O
tx 20!?!?!? OMG. cher surely count wrong x.x
dhenn ,
had chinese.
ahh..
so sian. nvr hand in chinese wb , file .
sianzxcvs loads.
dhenn, had pe but cher no come for whole period.
saw baobei run only hahaha!
dhenn whacked zyqy lahhhh !
HE purposely go aim at my injured knee, hit it & kicked it two times manzxcvs!
fk him! ==
ass hole larhs he!
tmd!
his first on my hate list liao.
overtook tx ^^
dhenn!
janine came over , haahha!
dhenn , went back for eng.
woohoo!
didn't really pay much attention coz very nervous for the race..
coz taking place for siti.
ahh.. nervous.
dhenn , headed out le .
^ ^
had loads of good lucks thanks ^^
dhennnnn ,
went to YCK the limbang mart to eat lunch.
took cab , gna claim from school .
$16.20.
hahah!
dhenn , ate at the food centre.
w/ coach & the c-girls.
ate ban mian.
drank coke coz got caffine, can run fast m, hahahha!
dhennn , coach disiao larhs.
say goodluck kiss, whatsoever what print pic at my shirt dhenn got support x.x
ahhh!
dhennnn ,
went back to stadium, bought pocky before that ^^
jahahhha, didn't do much but lie down & slept .
almost gonna fall aslp when coach say , " Okay, get rdy! "
ahhh!
dhenn go on trck , warm up 1 round.
did some baton passing w/ marsyah & dajie ^^
dhenn go to the hdb flats go warm up.
dhennn .
erm.took spikes go down le.
so fastzxvs.
ahhh, come up le , heats 2 .
4th position, 57s .
ahhh.. didn't qualify for finals ):
haiz..
dhenn waited for the c-girls.
woohoo, janine so fast, overtook.
hahaa, dhenn got top 3.
nice one manzcxs! 56s :D
hahah!
dhenn qualified , gratxx!!!!!
hahahah! :D
dhennnnnnnn went for cooldown,
wait home by mrt go woodlands, took 161 dhenn take lrt .
with dajie , janine & huiteng ^^
dhenn reached sch to go meet baobei.
dhenn send him home, papa come fetch me .
now blogging!
this week seems to pass so slow..
& can't catch up in studies.
im gone case alrd.
physics test, hard! omg(!?)
haiz , so slow this week.
after school , kept having staying backs.
):
sat still got yog training..
i very sian ehs.
haizxcvs.
no rests at all lorhs.

7/4/10

2010-04-07T04:03:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!!

boo! :D

today competition! (although im reserved ._. :D)
hahhaha!
woke up at 6.25am.
dhenn headed to schooL~
hahahha, bus late .
dhenn reached CCK stadium around 9+ am.
got a lecture ):
dhenn , slack around, nth much.
dhenn eberlyn's race started.
woohoo!!
top 3 manzxcvs ^^ nice one eberlyn :D:D:D
(100m race)
dhenn waited til very longgggg for 4x100m
dhenn went for brunch at the mart lol.
they ate mac , didn't eat .
hahahah!
not hungry ._.
dhenn went back,.
mouth itchy, bought some snacks .
dhenn ,
slack in th ebadminton court w/ coach & dajie.
dhenn chatted.
dhenn warming up(s).
omg, siti fell down.
but she's okay!
can run ^^
woohoo!
dhenn watched the race with coach as im reserved.
chatted loads .
got sk sec too , saw shirlene & jiojyn (:
dhennnnn, i fall down , LOL!
but it'snot so serious as siti .
but, PAIN! ):
didn't tell coach. shhhh .
dhenn 4x100 c boys did their very best ^^
b & c - girls qualify for semi finals :D ^^
hahahh!
tmr's the semi finals , gonna leave sch at 10.30am.
haahh!
okayzxcvs :D
dhennnn ermmm.
now home.
nth much.
leg pain!
today a lot of injuries !):
HOPE TEAM NV CAN PASS FINALS :D ^^ ^^ ^^

6/4/10

2010-04-06T05:52:00.001-07:00

HEYHEY!

hhahah!
tues tues tues.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
morning had physics, woahhh .
didn't know have to go to LAB!
but called 3e2 went up.
ahhh! ._.
kana scolded by mr huang. ( who lives near my district )
hahah!
saw him walked to sch in the morn.
dhenn dhenn ,
had o'pe .
ahhh! also made cher a bit disappointed ._.
coz we're late. so suay manzxcvs.
dhenn me & marsyah was not suppose to do ..
but mr goh asked us to do some light workout which is tiring manzxcs!
):
hahahah! but nehmind.
dhenn ermmms... recesss.
dhenn , emaths . omg had e-maths test ==
gg manzxcvs
haiz !
dhenn chinese no cher, but chem cher come overtake ):
3 periods of chem straight!
dhen dhenn learnt covalent bonding ^^
sharing of valence electrons, woohoo!
dhennn erms.. ass.
WOAH, 6 ladies up on stage sang songs w/o INSTRUMENTS!
pro or what!
dhenn invited 4 modern dancers to dance for the song " You drive me crazy " from britney spears.
funnnny siah !!
the dancers all point here point there XD
especially one i think is Fabian?
he is very funny hahahahahh! :P
hehehehh, so cute.
dhenn dhennnn, went to eat w/ hafiz, baobei , ruimin & dajie at kopitiam.
ate cai fan . hahhaha!
lent ruimin, baobei & shervon $$
:D
hahah!
dhenn ermmms,
went back around 3.15pm.
coz baobei got speech day rehearsal.
hahaah!
dhenn in class, did some summarizing of physics.
unit 3 & 4 only.
left principle of moments ._.
haiz~
scare x.x
dhenn erms,
alone in class scary x.x
dhenn went ot the hall, heng got yvonne accompany , haahh!
dhenn saw baobei le ^^
quite okay arhs.
:D
sat there, waited .
lasted till 6pm.
headed home :D
hehe saw pasar malam at rp .
dhenn bought 2 cotton candy ^^
ate with baobei while walking home :P
sosososo romantic ^^
ahhahaha
dhenn he came to my hse for a while , around 7.30pm dhenn go home lerhs ^^
ciaozxcvs! :P

5/4/10

2010-04-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY! ^^

hhhahahaha!
monday! ahhhh, so short weekend ._.
anws, today was quite hyper in class.
whacked zyqy ahhh!!!!
hahahaahh!
& a lot of people larhs.
guailan loads :P
dhenn had training .
omg == bitches manzxcvs!
haiz , dunnoe whyyes larhs .
so small -eyed hahahah! :P
NTH MUCH, tired x.x

4/4/10

2010-04-04T06:30:00.000-07:00

BOO! ^^v

hahhaha! sunday!!
hmmmmmmm, woahhh!
5am + woke up!
went to ... erms.. i dunnoe worhs x.x
but went to pray ahgong for qingming ^^
ahhh!
even we are early, also a lot of people siah!
somemore raining ):
ahhh! wet wet !
hahahahs, dhenn went to drive thru at anchorvale buy brkfast ^^
dhenn , reached hom around 9 am.
ahhh, damn tired x.x
slept till 1pm kana woke up by tuition cher ._.
chased him out !! wahahahha, coz damn tired x.x
he came back at 2pm :P
tuition till 3+ to 4 pm .
rest a while again, dhenn did hw ^^
hahahah geo essay! & amaths hw 4!
XD, dhenn played resident evil w/ aiyee , rabbids & hannahmontana! :P
dhenn dad came back , joined us too ^^
hahah! rabbids till 7 pm ,
dhenn went to geylang eat claypot rice^^
woooo, nice!
dhenn ate frog leg, OMG ._.
ahhh!!! so spicy lorhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! :x
burning my throat x.x
dhenn eat eat eat ^^
hahahhahahaha, i asked papa where got prostitutes ._.
hehehhe, too curious
dhenn saw one. OMG. normal lei .
:P
dhennnnnnnn went home around 8pm + dhenn now im here, BLOGGING ^^ XD
hahahah!
ciaozxcs ^^v

hope, this sunday will work out.

3/4/10

2010-04-03T07:46:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!

^^ , ahhh!
woke up at 6am ._.
nidda go yishun stadium for cca! ^^v
hahahha!
very lazy to go siahh! got very strong repulsion to go .
hehehh!
but!! in the end forced myself to do it ._.
hahahha!
dhenn ended around 11am . ^^v
headed to cp w/ dajie for lunch!
ate at LJS.
hahahha ! chatted a lot w/ dajie!!!
talked about her newspaper reporter thingy, dhenn linked to ris low , dhenn jack neo , dhenn tiger woods dhenn our family! HHAHAHA!
XDXD i talked till throat damn dry!
dajiedajie , nice chatttt! ^^
hehheheh!
dhenn walked home ,
bathed dhenn just zhun zhun baobei reached my hse lerhs ^^
hahahah!
he did his hw, while i slept!
very tired from cca ._.
hahahahh! .
dhenn emrmmms .
nth much urhs! ^^
next week competition! woohoo!!
i love baobei ^^v

2/4/10

2010-04-02T09:04:00.001-07:00

HEYHEY!

another post for GOOD FRIDAY! ^^v
hahahah!
bryan ng , dajie , ruimin , yonglong , hanjun & his stead came over to play wii!!
hahahahah! yay yay yay !
played rabbids the most , dhenn cooking mama , dhenn resident evil w/ ruimin!
FUN LARHS!
hehehhehe .
played till very very long, just 11pm+ ruimin & dajie went home :D
anws,
my controllers so fast gonna no batt !!
so bad!! ):
haiz~
haahahah!
whyyes isn't just a chargable remote!?!?!?
dhenn played the most with ruimin, resident evil !
dhenn , had dinner with ruimin & dajie!!!
omggg so happy have dinner with them lorhs!
^^v ^^v ^^v
really siah,
maybe grow up , we owned a house together!!
right right!?!?!?
dhenn everytime have each other by our sides ^^v
yay!!!
hahahah!
dhenn washed dishes ._.
threw rubbish ._.
dhenn bathed after clearing ^^v
hahha .
dhenn continued play resident evil w ruimin.
we played like so far liao lorhs!
now got new character , STEVE!
the steve arhs, DAMN FUNNY LARHS !
VERY HUMOUROUS & COMEDY LA HIM!
:P
coz steve's a escaped prisoner from an island .
dhenn , we were like shooting zombies ,
dhenn got one zombie attacked us ,
dhenn the steve said , " Hey mickey ! Long time no seee!!! DO you remember me!?!?!? "
LOL! coz it's his prisoner mates! XD the texts are all roughly memorised :P
coz still got a lot more lorhs !
the steve very funny larhs!
we 3 kept laughing at him.
dhenn dajie horhhhhs ! keep saying Claire now like which one ? Leon or Steve !?!?
XD
claire is ME!
i like steve better!
coz humour's the best ^^v
hehehehheh ! XDXD
now damn tired ._.
tmr still got trainin ):
hahahahha!
CIAOZXCVS! ^^

2/4/10

2010-04-01T22:24:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY HEY !

today is GOOD FRIDAY ! ^^v
hahahah!
coz dajie hands itchy want play wii ,
i smsed a lot of people to jio them come at 2pm!
XDXD
HAHAHAH!
hope got people come urhs ^^
anws, ytd's APRIL'S FOOLS DAY!??!
lol! tio pranked 3 times ._.
first by jialing, " fraser, your shoe laces dropped le "
LOL! i thought real sia !!
'>< " dhenn , APRIL FOOL! XDXD
jialing's attendance today : 0 ! :P
hahahh! dhenn ariel , " hey fraser, im sick , i had sore throat & cough , im not here in school today! "
AHHHHH! ._.
XDXDXDXDXD
dhenn shafika, PULLEDDDD MY SHOEEEE
XDXD
dhennn skipped to making of IC ,
ahhhh, the person say i got sweaty palms, nid do again & again! XDXD
hehehehe, so paiseh .
dhennnn nth much urhs .
headache, went home halfway ._.
thanks dajie & ruimin ^^
ahhahahaha!
dhenn sort things out w/ baobei . :D
became happy.
thanks dad for fetching me & go eat at swensens :D
hahehheheheh! XDXD
boooo! be happy yea!

22/3/10

2010-03-22T05:16:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY.

hahhahas!
very tired sia..
after one week of training ._.
dhenn.. just had training..
dhenn projects!
hols hw all not yet done..
i feel like so dying lorhs..
very rush sia.. );
haiz...
no time to relax & enjoy...

20/3/10

2010-03-20T08:29:00.000-07:00

YO!!

hadn't been very active in blog urhs .. x.x
psps.
very sian urhs.
hahahhas, btw, tried out WII & LAN!
woohoo, so shiok lorhs ! L4D hahahhahas.
anws, very sian also.dun wna go home so early,
just wna spend more time during hols.
now no time le ==
zzzz. lame shit sia, hate it.

14/3/10

2010-03-14T07:44:00.000-07:00

AHHH!

so late late post , sorry sorry . :x
anws !
today sunday right??
hahahas, dad & aiyee's overseas.
so err.. today went to soka meeting ^^
hahahhas, played some games.
omg, im so shy ._.
haiz, bo bian. my character ):
too quiet too.
anws, smth happened.
very hard to face it.
i know im still young, but ...
it takes time to adapt & change, understand marh..
so i needa train from young so when i grow up i know alrd.
i'll learnt my experience from it .
isn't it better???
somemore, im determined & committed myself into it lerhs.
& have a goal , dream to strive for it.
any obstacles, gotta overcome.
fce it, be strong & positive..
but it's hard to do it though.
anws, dhenn had dinner :D
hehehe..
really love it.
it really felt like a family..
a whole , complete family.
for once, after that rock bottom hit , i felt a family warmth ..
wish i could really be one of them, part of them & be as myself :D
hope they will like me soon..
this is me, i gotta change my bad points & have them like me as myself :D:D ^^

5/3/10

2010-03-05T07:42:00.000-08:00

Heys!

Blog's so dead x.x
just drank coffee.. & i think im allergy to caffeine?
feeling so breathless & heart's very heavy.
anws!
today, just felt there's a change in my life going.
have people to accompany me, & people who realised im still here.
^^
just went to watch movie by jack neo. ' Zuo Ren '
learnt smth from it ,
" Sometimes, we have to look on the brighter side. "
dhenn we'll be happier. (:
Now, i've set a goal for myself.
& im determined.
Good scores, Forever one, Stay healthy, Together cheerful.
G,F,S,T = Good friends stay together. (:
Good scores = Results.
Forever one = Boyfriend.
Stay Healthy = Me & everyone ^^
Together cheerful = Everyone around must be strong , positive & happy.

27/2/10

2010-02-27T06:51:00.000-08:00

Boo..

Today totally sucks.
plans didn't go well . x.x
can someone really understands me, & care for me.. ?
i know it' sasking much but.. can i at least feel someone is there for me x.x
just feeling total disappointment.

26/2/10

2010-02-26T04:40:00.000-08:00

HEYHEYHEY!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

friday (yay!!)

hmmmm...

nothing much, skip to... pe o!

omg... so hard ):

haiz.. dunnoe how do a proper poweer cleans.

stress know!

haiz

skipppp to training!!

ahhh, heavyyyy rainnnnn!

so only had strengthning.

tmr race
ahhh!

tired x.x

25/2/10

2010-02-25T04:29:00.000-08:00

HEYHEY!

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long nvr post le worhs... !@#$%^&*(

must post now now now!
ahahahh!

anws, today got physics test (OMG!!!)

hahhahah!

hack care.

skippp to sports heats !

woohoooo, ATHLETICS pro worhs...

x.x

i so nub.. hehehe

especially, the 4x100 c boys , b boys , c girls & b girls..

nice manzxcvs.

all good job done.

hhahahhha!

actually..

nothing much ehs.

just had a talk with dajie! :D

hahah! thanks arhs.

& daddddy tooo.

hahahha!
nothing much ehs XD

heheheh!

want to motivate myself !!!
ahhH!

study well , run hard , wohoo

2010-02-19T06:01:00.000-08:00

heyhey!

XDXD, today a bit sot sot (but now very tiredddd..)

so blog about today!

hahaha!

morning skip to commerating Total Defence Day.

gonna have sweet potato during recess,

welllll jump to that liao :D

AHHH!

very ccrazy.

i kept shouting " COACH HELP ME, SPRINTERS CANNOT EAT SWEET POTATO!! "

coz the potato felt so soft & ewwww-ish, i dun dare to eat..

although i know it's nice ):

it's in fact, tapioca. sorrryy.

dhenn most of the 3e2 was like seeing me crazy, siao charbor. '>.<'

dhennnnn!

milly & co. sabo me tio a photo shot manzxcvs!

they called out to me , " fraser , fraser " (points)

dhenn i turned, dfhenn KACHING! (sorry larh, it's KACHA!)

i know kaching is the cash register's sound.

i blur alread.. too tired. lots of spelling error.

well , anyway, thats the crazy part of it.

dunnoe still got when ar..

errr.

dunnoe larhs XD

skipped to training liao loh!

haizzzz.

so tiring! ):

anws, love it ;d

anaahhaha!

nothing much liao larhs XD

18/2/10

2010-02-18T05:28:00.000-08:00

BOO!!

hahha!
skipped to main parts arhs :D
most of the time is having our targets on each subject.
well ,
my geo test , 19/20 !!
sports heats , got 100m 14.7s.. ):
2nd place.
dhenn straight in finals for 200m on actual sports day !
BUT CANT! got dajie & the pros manzxcvs.. ):
& very good job & well done xctry! :P
so pro oh!! :D:D:D
heheheh!
dhenn had talks with dad , yx & coach!!
thanks coach a lot :D:D:D
& very touching, motivating :D
hahahh!
anws!
just to say all these XD ciaozxcvs! :D